Christmas Blog GETTO UPUDATEO!!!!!

Written by Negi on Saturday, December 25, 2010 at 1:03 PM

so! gifts are awesome each year money is balling like always! so what did I get?

Pokemon Ranger: Gaurdien Signs
Supernatural Season 5
Simpsons PJ pants
Batman PJ Pants
Bruno Mars Debut Album
Alotta Chocolate


good gett! getting old so less and less gifts
but MONEY IS Always awesome!

Christmas drawing is in the works!

Early New Years Rez

Written by Negi on Tuesday, December 21, 2010 at 12:02 AM

Alright let's get this started early! these are my Plans for a New..NEW!!! NEW YEARS FUKKEN REVOLUTION!!!

1. Get my ass in gear for an exciting year!
2. move my ass along! keep goin don't look fukken back!
3. finish my Mini Pro-art Comic Book a month early! GOIN TO BE THE FUKKEN SHIT!
4. not worry about girls! just focus on school! if I run into a realtionship its totally goin to be Hitsuzen!
5. live an abnormal life style! make each day as interesting as possabile!
6.TBA



THAT IS ALL FOR NOW FUKKER!

Blisters!!!!

Written by Negi on Monday, December 6, 2010 at 10:16 PM


alright lets do a real update!

so whats new in the lovely world of liu? ....well nothing much and not really just school finally on print and officaly goin to be workin on print! what was my first major project?

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exciting? yes annoying...totally! i spent a total of 15 hours on character designs and now 22 hours on script writing its a pain indeed! but going to be worth it!!! if it gets approved (it should) I will get 5000 units printed! which I say is fucking awesome! this is just a stepping stone to what I want to do in life and hopefully this is that push I been looking for! whats this being used for tho? well its for the carrer symposium for proart the comic is about the basics of production art! so till then hopefully I'll post some designs and concept ideas! so till then all wish me luck! and if ya want a copy let me know! :p

Christmas

Written by Negi on Saturday, December 4, 2010 at 6:18 PM





christmas! busy! so image!

Feel quartet

Written by Negi on Monday, November 22, 2010 at 9:05 PM


Random lyrical moment!


Beat to listen, Feel quartet
Got you thinkin',Sing quartet
What do I do? You are just adapting
Things as you like

Usually quietly, sometimes noisily
Lights and shadows are living today, too
I want to tune my confused feelings
And release open stings with loud volume


The tag is endless
It repeats for the convenience of someone
The childfood memories
They are sprinkled on every emotions and sights

And the shapes that exist nowhere else
They are goin to be piled up and strung
like a cherry blossom that you can see once in lifetime

When you are happy, you go out
When you are mad, you wanna kick something,
you mortified, you hatred
It's normal, isn't it?

If they are covered by oblate
They will just be eaten by someone and that's all
Ah,ah, somehow it makes me itchy

Four emotions are coming and going
They change their colour one after another
And make this town happy
We are playing contrast like that

Beat to listen, Feel quartet
Got you thinkin',Sing quartet
What do I do? You are just adapting
Things as you like

random lyricial moment

Written by Negi on Thursday, November 11, 2010 at 5:28 PM

What tough heart!
Once I decided that I’d keep up the fight, my road has never stopped unraveling
Carrying a small bit of pride with my fists clenched,
I aim for the goal again step by step, racing towards it with all my might!
Sometimes it’ll be a bad day where nothing goes the way I want it to
But even if the sky blurs through my tears,
I’m sure my smiles will come back tomorrow, so it’s okay!

There’s nothing out there to fear
I’ll keep believing that “I’m strong” and get going!

“With you around, there’s nothing to worry about now”
I felt as if the sky was saying that to me with a laugh
With the sweat and tears I build up, I’m sure I’ll come out dazzling
Even if I end up feeling anxious after it all,
As long as I believe I can do it
These footsteps have taught me to, always, Never Give Up!

“I’m always comparing myself to someone else…”
Even though I know that it’s okay to be me
I put the blame on others, avoiding the issue, and I just can’t forgive that about myself
I run into walls blocking my path and can’t figure things out on my own
But despite the hard times, I had friends who stuck by me and gave me their support
Because they laughed and cried with me
They’re irreplaceable to me, giving me invisible strength and courage, pushing me forward!

There’s nothing out there to fear
Because we’re friends, we’ll go together

“With you around, there’s nothing to worry about now”
I felt as if the sky was saying that to me with a laugh
With the sweat and tears I build up, I’m sure I’ll come out dazzling
Even if I end up feeling anxious after it all,
As long as I believe I can do it
These footsteps have taught me to, always, Never Give Up!

If now is the time to hold out, then don’t wait around; take a stand!
Wrap your heart around your head like a headband, and clench your teeth inside your heart
Once you do that, then surely you’ll take a one step lead, be a single hero
If you justify the situation saying “There’s no helping it” then give that naive self of yours a kick in the rear
Don’t be scared, light a fire underneath your timidity! You’ve gotta move!
Step it up and put an end to this farce, don’t just stand there, but Restart all over again!
Keep On, always with a smile, Zone Here We Go Now!

You’re never alone, don’t ever give up, look up at the sky and raise your fist into the air
“With you around, there’s nothing to worry about now”
I felt as if the sky was saying that to me with a laugh
With the sweat and tears I build up, I’m sure I’ll come out dazzling
Even if I end up feeling anxious after it all,
As long as I believe I can do it
These footsteps have taught me to, always, Never Give Up!

a interesting post

Written by Negi on Saturday, November 6, 2010 at 1:18 AM

We meet people and fall in love,
and we part they leave marks to remember them by.
Our lovers sculpt us, they define us,
For better or for worse.

Like a pinball they slam into us and rebound
in a different direction
prapeld by the contact.


And after the parting we might be scared.
The stronger or the more fragile or the needy, or angry, or guilty.
It's never unchanged

Our lovers linger inside us
like ghosts, haunting the corridors and deserted rooms
sometimes whispering, sometimes screaming.
visable...but always there...waiting.

random!

Written by Negi on Sunday, October 31, 2010 at 9:47 PM


Closer

Written by Negi on Friday, October 29, 2010 at 12:26 AM

All that is near us
We must know
Could disappear any day
Be careful

The main key to finding happiness
Lies nowhere else but in my soul

You could reminisce; you could recall
The very last time you felt joy
Or maybe you are so blessed to a point
Where you can't remember anything

It's a harmony
A miracle
Being able to breathe and live at all
So here is your one and only chance

Life is an opportunity

All that is near us
We must know
Could disappear any day
Be careful

The main key to finding happiness
Lies nowhere else but in my soul


You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it

And I'll never take it for granted

Let's go

Some people may call a kind deed
An act of mere hypocrisy
But never mind those who have lost faith
You shouldn't give in to what they say

As a matter of fact, let me tell you
Even if it was for a selfish cause
A salvageable hypocrisy
Is superior to murderous honesty


Everybody tells you from time to time
To never give up like a phrase from a movie

They tell you to stand up for yourself
As if was always that easy

Gather a handful of courage in my heart
To go on and survive another day
And I'll never take it for granted

Let's go

halloween

Written by Negi on Saturday, October 9, 2010 at 11:22 PM




GrlDeMo

Written by Negi on Monday, September 20, 2010 at 12:08 AM




Change

Written by Negi on Thursday, September 16, 2010 at 10:05 PM




a little change! time for some lyrics



You had your wishes but you threw them away
They made you happier for more then one day
But now you’re lost and cannot figure a way
To get outta this lie that comforts you
And you know that I would lie to comfort you

Renew your wishes, now get out of the fray
You'll never change, if you keep running away
A little time, you need to figure a way
'Cause you know it doesn't lie in front of you
And you know it doesn't lie in front of you

(Chorus)
I need a change cause it's all gone wrong for me
Somebody else to lead me now
I need a change cause it's all gone wrong for me
Somebody else to lead me now
I want somebody else to lead me now
I said somebody else to lead me now

(Rap)
Brothers on top chasing all the melodies
Never can stop cause it's a necessity
You like the rhythm of the brothers that make you dance
I think we're changing the sound of sweet romance
Time to party
juu ni honno ude
Everybody wants to get started
Danka dan dan sweet sounds of shamisen
We've got a style when we come on the floor
Wouldn't it be nice if we all got along
Even on a small scale, change is possible
We keep saying these things
Don't even know what they mean
It's like you've never even seen me at the end of the street
Start travelling, communicate, educating, sing me a song
You'll be surprised by how many people want to hear what your saying
Apples are red, which tastes the same as green (whoo)

(Chorus)

I need a change cause it's all gone wrong for me
Somebody else to lead me now
I need a change cause it's all gone wrong for me
Somebody else to lead me now

(Chorus)

update with iphone/ipodtouch images

Written by Negi on Sunday, September 12, 2010 at 10:32 PM
















there shall be a real post tomorrow just goin to do this before bed!









































































My summer

Written by Negi on Thursday, September 2, 2010 at 11:12 PM

ohh how i spent it..well here's how!

Drawings

Written by Negi on Wednesday, August 25, 2010 at 12:30 AM

well basicly my will is like wtf at the moment..like..well nothing is really feeling right ...and my work piss's me off and i dont know what to do...maybe a day out will make me..well cant go out been working alot...and tryin to pay off bills and such..yup thats life for me really...nothing exciting

Scott Pilgrim vs the WORLD!!

Written by Negi on Wednesday, August 11, 2010 at 12:53 AM

So last night I went to an Advanced Screening of "Scott Pilgrim vs The World!"
for those who don't know about the movie so here is the symnop "In Toronto, 23-year-old Scott Pilgrim (Michael Cera) is the bass guitarist for the band Sex Bob-omb and has just met the girl of his dreams, Ramona Flowers (Mary Elizabeth Winstead). Scott learns that he must battle Ramona's seven evil exes, who are coming to kill him, to finally win Ramona's heart. As Scott gets closer to Ramona, his encounters include skateboarders, vegan rock stars, and identical twins. To stay with Ramona, Scott must vanquish all of the seven evil exes before they defeat him"

ok thats the movie heres the quicky way to say it from the books "The series is about 23-year-old Canadian Scott Pilgrim, a slacker, hero, and part-time bassist who is living in Toronto and plays bass guitar in the band "Sex Bob-Omb." He falls in love with American delivery girl Ramona V. Flowers, but must defeat her seven "evil ex-boyfriends" in order to date her."

so the movie was basicly just awesome..ok epic but some parts are skipped or not even mention at all inthe movie ok ok i get it the movie is loosely based on the graphic novels only using the books as a guide and mostly the epic lines from the book in the movie so it was like the books but wasn't...they referenced alot from the book which is awesome ..just awesome better then harry potter by far and such and such also ok

parts that are missed or not mention.. the so called "glow" for example at the end of book one "On the subway home, Scott and Ramona decide to become a couple, on the proviso that Scott agree to defeat her other evil-exes. When Scott asks if Gideon is one of them, Ramona's head glows sharply." yup her head glows..why? i have no fuckin clue still...

ok book two now this is what is mention at the end of the book
"As the fight is taking place, Scott gets a call from Envy Adams, who asks him to open for her band, The Clash at Demonhead that weekend. The conversation implies that they once had a relationship, and after the phone call, Wallace arrives at the apartment to find Scott in a near-coma-like state. Scott and his friends show up to see Envy's band on Friday, only to discover that Knives is now dating Young Neil, Stephen Stills' roommate. The book ends with an epic opening by The Clash at Demonhead, and introduces Ramona's third evil ex-boyfriend, Todd Ingram, who is the bassist." yup was pretty much in the movie but yeah..loved it but instead of wallce finding scott on the floor he was in the kitchen when envy called and said "ahh shit"

ok book three! "Chapter 16 opens with Envy, Todd and Lynette at a restaurant. Todd cheats at being a vegan and orders gelato, then proceeds to make out with Lynette while Envy is in the bathroom. Later, that evening, before opening for Envy's band, Ramona and Envy get into an argument and begin to fight, Ramona armed with a giant mallet. Midway through, Sex Bob-omb appears on stage in costume (Stephen Stills as Johnny Cash, Kim Pine in a gothic lolita dress, and Scott in a second-hand suit). Scott sees Envy about to kill Ramona and Knives, and jumps from the stage to hit her "weak point", the back of her knees. Ramona tells Envy that Todd is cheating on her, and that he performed his Moon crater trick for Ramona first, which is why there are two holes on the moon. Todd and Scott then proceed to have a boss battle, and Scott is aided by the powers of The Boys and Crash (the opening band for the evening). Todd almost wins the battle until the vegan police show up and strip him of his powers for multiple vegan offenses, such as eating gelato. Scott headbutts the powerless Todd, who is reduced to a pile of coins. Afterward, Scott receives an extra life. Finally, Sex Bob-omb gets to play, and Scott spots a strange character (Gideon) from the stage. The volume ends with Envy moving back home." ok that epicness there was not really in the movie only the vegan police and the list of what todd ate

Book four (almost there!)
(note this is all based around the end of each book and ripped from wiki for you lazy buggers!)" After briefly encountering Wallace in an awkward position and being informed that he was fired from his job during the fight, Scott goes to Lisa's house to spend the night. Lisa recalls whether Scott had any feelings for her in high school and if they should have an affair. After waking up from a dream which Roxie had infiltrated in an attempt to kill him, Scott learns that nothing happened between him and Lisa since he had finally managed to say that he loves Ramona. After getting his job back, Scott goes to the Second Cup, which is different from the one Stacey works at since Knives is working there. There, they are spotted by the samurai, revealed to be Knives' father who was not keen on Knives dating a white boy, who proceeds to attack Scott. Scott escapes via another subspace portal and ends up in Ramona's mind, where she is a slave to a shadowy figure. Ramona kicks Scott out of her head, telling him to forget what he saw, but before he can explain his true feelings, he finds Roxie staying over her house and is told to walk it off. As he walks on, Scott sees his dark self and rejects him, rushing back to Ramona to find her being attacked by Mr. Chau. Scott lures him away and gets him to fight against Roxie. When Scott realises he's just been a pussy all this time, he plucks up the courage to confess his love for Ramona, earning the Power of Love sword. Scott uses this to defeat Roxie, Ninja Gaiden-style, who warns him about the twins before dying. Scott then apologises to Mr. Chau, who leaves having earned respect for Scott, before Scott finally moves in with Ramona. After giving Lisa a farewell meal, Ramona finally tells Scott her age."

ohhh yess in book four we meet Lisa Miller..oh yea she wasnt in the movie at all should of mention that shouldnt it hahaha

Book five! shit starts to go down
"Scott rushes back to the apartment. Ramona, now with her hair cut and dyed again, tells Scott that she is a bad person and that she "had a good time." Her head begins to glow brighter and brighter until she disappears. Scott tries to look for her, but instead lets her cat out and locks himself out of her apartment. Over the next few days, Scott bed-hops whilst trying to get Ramona's cat to come back and constantly mistaking people for Gideon. Kim moves back home to the north, accepting Scott's apology for his behaviour. After moving into a new apartment, Scott reads a note Ramona left behind addressed to Gideon, telling him she wouldn't come back to him. Whilst Scott wonders what this means, he receives a call from Gideon, asking when it would be convenient to die." OHHHH!!! WASNT EVEN IN THE MOVIE AT ALL!!!

ok ending the epic of all..ahhh lets copy and paste "Scott arrives at the Chaos Theatre, where Envy is making her solo debut. As Envy starts her performance, Scott is attacked by Gideon, who is surprised to hear that Ramona isn't with him. When Scott refuses to join the League of Evil Exes, Gideon steals his Power of Love sword and stabs him with it, killing him. Scott finds himself in a desert where he finally sees Ramona again, who apologises for her leaving. Scott kisses her only to be interrupted by Ramona's reminder that he is dead. However, Scott then returns to life thanks to the extra life he obtained from Todd Ingram, and Ramona bursts out of his chest to arrive and confront Gideon. Gideon reveals several cryogenic capsules filled with former girlfriends, wanting Ramona to join them. He then fires a blast which gives everyone 'the glow', causing them to become irritated whilst Gideon fights them. Gideon explains that he formed the league following a drunken post on Craigslist, after his breakup with Ramona, who points out he only started taking interest in her after they broke up.

Ramona tries to use the glow to escape into subspace, but is stabbed by Gideon, who explains the glow is an emotional weapon which seals people inside their own heads with their issues. After learning from Ramona that Gideon literally had a way of getting inside her head, Scott jumps into Ramona's subspace bag and arrives in her head, where he confronts Gideon and gives him the glow. Scott is cornered by Gideon, but his actions encourage Ramona to unite the parts of her that don't belong to Gideon to confront him. Gideon tries to attack Scott but Ramona blocks it with her bag, returning them to the real world and allowing Ramona to retrieve the Power of Love sword, healing her wounds. When Scott sees Gideon shrug Envy off, he comes to understand him and earns the Power of Understanding sword. As they fight, Gideon reveals he had been watching the two via the subspace highway in Scott's head, spicing up some of his memories in the process. Whilst Gideon tries to suggest that Scott and Ramona are their own worst enemies, they agree that Gideon is much worse and finish him, causing him to explode into $7,777,777 in coins.

Scott receives closure from Envy and Gideon's former girlfriends are unfrozen. Ramona reveals she had just been on a wilderness sabbatical at her dad's cabin, with not much luck, and later reaffirms her relationship with Scott, deciding to give it another shot. In the closing pages, Stephen reveals he is now in a gay relationship with Joseph, Scott and Kim start a new band performing awful covers, and Scott sees Knives off to college. After this, Scott meets up with Ramona, who decide to try again and walk into subspace together."


WHAT!! THEY NEVER MENTION THAT STEPHEN IS GAY!!! at all! that bugged me,..but yeahh
over all long post great movie i will explain more on the next post!

epic

Written by Negi on Monday, August 9, 2010 at 2:09 AM


cant wait to see scott pilgrim tomorrow..well later today! ..goin to be awesome! will post a review!!

wallpapers?

Written by Negi on Sunday, July 18, 2010 at 3:08 PM

why i post these..i dunno nothing better to do with a post..and my ipod touch needs some new wallpapers..anyways!! I will give you an update about where I am in the world starting tomorrow!!! ja!

























Lets try this agian

Written by Negi on Friday, July 2, 2010 at 2:42 AM

Ok lets try this one more time..DisLife
dis meaning disfunction and life as in life and that is mine!

Hologram

Written by Negi on Monday, June 21, 2010 at 10:56 PM




here i have two diffrent lyrics..ok three one tv and two full!

TV sized
Draw me with a picture of a higher place I know
When the color fades to white again is where I'll go


Draw me with a picture of a higher place I know
When the color fades to white again is where I'll go

Grey-slated heather
The sky's got my back
Might be lost but I'm moving on
Whatever the weather
Dreams dot the map, when you see them I'll be gone
Red-light shrouds
Change everyday, but I'm sure it won't be long
I know step by step I'll fly far beyond the highest clouds

Always be strong
Never be wrong
That was all a front for my heart
Empty as a well
Finally the raindrops fell
Revived the dream and showed me where to start

Outta sight like rays of light and I am on my way
Through the bluest moon and the darkest river
I'll go through it all and never fall astray
Burn the prize into my eyes and let the image play
For no matter where I am, forget the 'yes or no'
When the color fades to white again I'll seize the day


Full Lyrics 2
Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

Lost like a child
I searched aimlessly
With the sky overhead like a graveyard
Although my dreams are changing
Like ink on a map that is caught in the pouring rain
Someday, I hope
Although I am small and my strides barely make any impact,
I can go beyond those clouds in the sky
To a place that's alive

In a bright light is a new path
That is calling softly to me
I can break on through to the other side of this
Though I won't forget what's left behind

Underneath this slate-gray sky
I see a spark of blue
And no matter where I turn out to be
I will still search for my new destiny
Although it is still far from me, beyond my gray despair
I will someday reach the new world that is waiting there

Unknowingly embedded, like a thought from a dream, in a sticker of stark black-and-white
Is something precious that we chose to hide out of fear of our rainbow world
Light from the stars up above, the colors of the flowers that bloom out of love
A treasure chest from a false vision that we all are sharing
Like a Hologram

Scenes come to life
Showing a day
Of a wandering misfit like me
Fly around my head, adding to the lonliness
And that old frustration deep inside

The road is leading straight ahead beneath my aching feet
To a place where I can find a new strength
Somewhere I'll cure this maddening fatigue
Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

There is now a rainbow waiting
Pulsing with a light that calls to me
As it shivers in the cold
In the shadow of the clouds
Woah, I will find tomorrow in the colors that wait

Now a beam of dappled light is shining on my path
With the rainclouds parting for the sun, showing a world that I've been searching for
Now the sky's a gradient of yellow, red, and blue
And I've finally found a world where everything is new
And I will surely find the future that is waiting here


ROmaji-English translation

Invited by a pure white scenery now,
Ill go to a world that I still havent seen

As a lost child, I journeyed
Under the slate-gray sky.
Many dreams blotted through the map that changes daily.

Someday,
Even with my strides as I am tiny -
I wonder if I can get to the other side of those clouds.

The direct light intersects itself,
And without even announcing my destination,
I pierce through everywhere.
The faint afterimage is burnt into my eyes-
Under this sky,
No matter where I am,
I should be able to reach
The world that I still havent seen.

Unknowingly embedded in a black and white sticker -
What is important is that we had hidden.
Light from the stars from the beautiful flowers from stones of the treasure
dream of the noise and the hologram.

Scenes depicting one day against the odd man out
fly like a bubble through the loneliness and frustration.

The road is straight,
and would be stronger than now.
Now been invited to a pure white scenery,
I’ll go to a world that I still haven’t seen.

The light color of the rainbow in the sky is where
a distant voice calls me, shivering every time in the shadow of tomorrow.

The straight, scattered light
pours all at a time in the afternoon after the rain.
Now mix the infinite gradations of
this all under the sky.
We will make sure we will arrive in this world.

Never Let This Go...

Written by Negi on Monday, June 14, 2010 at 10:08 PM


As I look into your eyes and see you standing there
Tell me something
You're never gonna let this go

Step into your heart but you don't take it
Please don't leave it
And you're never gonna let this go

All I know
Is that you want to break it
I just want to say
Is that your feeling?
You know what you are?

Tell me why
Did you turn your back right to me
You drive me crazy!!

We just carry on our relation
that we can't keep any more
But we have to make it for us
'cuz I'm never gonna make it
If I see your mind
without the wall of emotion that I tore
I could get everything back
It's back to me just like that!

As I look into your face and see you smiling there
Show me anything
You're never gonna let this go

Maybe I was messed
You think maybe I was wrong
No way to change it
But you're never gonna let this go

You know what you are?
All I know
Is that you want to break it
I just want to say
Is that your feeling?
Tell me why
Did you turn your back right to me
You drive me crazy!!

We just carry on our relation
that we can't keep any more
But we have to make it for us
'cuz I'm never gonna make it
If I see your mind
without the wall of emotion that I tore
I could get everything back
It's back to me just like that!

Is that you don't want to break it
All I know
Please tell me why
Did you turn your back right to me
You drive me crazy

We just carry on our relation
that we can't keep any more
But we have to make it for us
'cuz I'm never gonna make it
If I see your mind
without the wall of emotion that I tore
I could get everything back
This time, we will let this go!!

Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer

Written by Negi on Friday, April 23, 2010 at 12:58 AM

well lately its just been wake up go to school come home or go to work nothing new...havent been able to catch anything good in Pokemon Gold but over all really just live each day by day and nothing new...im really tired and such but goin to watch some anime and off to bed

doujin wise i got bored today and started up on a 18 page one shot which will be most likely a few pages back to back anyways i leave you with these lyrics and night!


So now my time is up
Your game starts, my heart moving?
Past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
Will we make it better or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

There's no certain logic but
only bullshit out there
Everytime I find in my mind that there's just what I am
that's stired with confidence and insecurity
Weak, but strong same time

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got, I'd say it immediately!!
"Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer"
is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
If you had any question,
then I'd hear it later so just
hold on now!

Yeah when I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
Will we make it, IT'S NOT ENOUGH or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

Am I a convinced criminal?
Or an intellectual criminal?
No, no, no
I'm always a stopgap type of guy that has no creativity or
uniqueness with which opinion and theory are laced

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got, I'd say it immediately!!
"Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer"
is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
You know I've got to be NUMBER ONE!!

So how is it?
Unexpected, wasn't it?
You must be confused, hesitated
And now you wanna retreat?
Then you're gonna evacuate?
Oh,yeah

This is my "Kanzen kankaku Dreamer-like" dream
I don't care who's gonna bring me down
Coz there're a lot more
big walls and deep darkness
in front of my eyes
So I'll break it from now on!!

Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer

When I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there
I can't get enough! Can't get enough!!

to be fair

Written by Negi on Sunday, April 18, 2010 at 7:27 AM

to be fair...i still question myself..i still question evrything i do everything i have done...was it worth it? what would happen if this happend? what would..>? every question ends with another another...what has everythign I done till now...mean? what do i matter in this world? do i really understand whats really givin to me? do i take things for granted? what happend if i never fell in love or what happend if i never met this person what what what what what? is all that comes up...maybe its just me..since i cant sleep at 730 in the damn morning

nande?

Written by Negi on Sunday, April 11, 2010 at 10:00 PM

Just now my way, The fated moment now at my pace

Good-Good Smile

Written by Negi on Wednesday, March 31, 2010 at 9:18 PM


..well i basicly started Heart Gold and Using the alias "Gold" for this game soo woop! and atm training Pichu-Totodile-Pachirisu and Starly! woo!!! IKEA!!!!!! PICHU!!!! VOLT TACKLE!!!!!
and yea..and it seems one of my friends doesnt want me to be a hermit so..kind have to go out this weekend...hmm guess cant be a hermit...ahh well THAT ENDS WELL..i think

Back again with the netbook

Written by Negi on Monday, March 29, 2010 at 2:09 PM

ohh Soel...stop dying on me...you damn old HP!...oh well..Im here using Larg..this lil guy seen better days Soel is back in the shop again...really really annoying I have to tell ya...but what can you do....well my sunday..what did i do? went out to see Hot Tub TIme Machine with some people...well worth it lol good laughs and cheap times in the 80's is all i gotta say

and well thats really all..I have caught them all so..now Im done with Soul Silver...Now Have to play Heart GOld...oh fun! ...and yea...nothing new....oh.! back to thr grind of workin on a Doujin...woop woop!

Chaaa-Pika-Pika-Chu!..Chaaaaaa~

Written by Negi on Tuesday, March 23, 2010 at 11:21 PM





AND YELLOW FOREST IS NOW MINE IN MY POKEWALKER!!!!





Yellow Forest (Japanese: きいろのもり Yellow Forest) is an area in Pokémon HeartGold and SoulSilver. It was first announced on Pokémon Sunday, exactly forty days before the games' release in Japan.

It can be accessed on the Pokéwalker after the player activates a Wi-Fi event. The only Pokémon that reside in Yellow Forest are Pikachu, some of which are said to know the move Fly. Pikachu captured in the forest can also know moves such as Volt Tackle, Flail, and even Surf.



and yet.. I havent ran into one that knows any of those moves...but what matters is that..ITS FUUUUN!!! XD soo Come on Pichu!! help me out and catch me a Flying PIkachu and a Surfing pika!! come on!!!
damn it!!!

Kaze

Written by Negi on Monday, March 22, 2010 at 11:15 PM

Well now its been...about a week and ahalf now..and still havent caught them all!!...but...what ever...I will just try to build a strong team...to kill time..

on another note..school..well a new school setting should be exciting but for now...GOTTA CATCH EM GOTTA CATCH EM ALL!!





so I leave with this image and Hopeing that I become a Pokemon master :p





now thats an awesome Pic!

Nicknames

Written by Negi on Saturday, March 20, 2010 at 12:48 AM

So when i think about it...I have a few nicknames Pong is the most recent one...and I am Also known as Liu and Negi but mostly Negi and Pong only the people i meet at the clubs and Bar call me liu

anyways when I look at the pokemon I trained in this gamethey have amazing names I have givin them lets start it off!

Pikachu-Pika
Typholsion-Explotaro
Pidgeot-Pidgtaro
Swampert-Zuzu
Snorlax-Lax
Venusaur-Saur
Marril- Martaro
Dragonite-Drataro

oh yea im cool like that!

anyways back to trainin Pika...he shall he awesome!!!

BEAT!!!

Written by Negi on Friday, March 19, 2010 at 1:12 AM


TOTALLY KILLED RED!! take that MOTHER FUCKER MY PIKACHU IS BETTER THEN YOURS!!..even tho your lapras...did OTK it.....what you expect its a pikachu its one of the many weaker pokemon!!! ...anyways now goin to catch them all!!!

Catch em gotta catch em all

Written by Negi on Thursday, March 18, 2010 at 7:51 PM

Soo here I am..on day 4 of playing pokemon.....CURSE YOU GAME!!! totally forgot to save...i battled misty 4 times already...---_---....fuck oh well almost beat the kanto region! and then goin to kick your ass RED!!!

POKEMON!

Written by Negi on Tuesday, March 16, 2010 at 12:34 AM

well picked up the new games..brb in a while hahaha trainin trainin

hit

Written by Negi on Friday, March 12, 2010 at 1:26 AM

i have this feeling I ether hit a low in my life or Im just not that motivated...anymore..my doujin is slowly becoming a dream I been trying to push for all these years...but will it get me anywhere? will it brighten up my path to where my future is ...or add another stepping stone onthe right path...I really just don't know..I want to get this DOujin goin to the right direction..sO i started to redraw some pages..to make it and or give it more depth and head on Battles..I really just dont know..maybe if i play the new pokemon game will insiper me to do better in it and such..anyways thats really all

roy who the fuck is roy!

Written by Negi on Wednesday, March 10, 2010 at 12:13 AM


ohh yea totallybored so i drew this...anyways thats all!

covers done!

Written by Negi on Thursday, March 4, 2010 at 11:36 PM




hours later...and i mean..hours.....what matters is that i finished it! now to tone the other 40 pages...

This moment is the greatest!!

Written by Negi on at 2:23 PM


Well this demo is done! But i will for sure be adding more tones to it and of course fixin the text but this shall do for now tho! enjoy! oh currently workin on a cover the inking is almost done then gotta scan and colour!







MEGA DOUJIN UPDATE!!!!!

Written by Negi on Sunday, February 28, 2010 at 6:22 PM

Well here are the first Five pages I have up to 7 done but I have 2 more pages to go till my demo is done! so enjoy this sneek!!!

We've got a good combination!
Perfect communication!
Always high tension!
WOW WO shalala... so there's no need to worry!

We've got a good vibration!
Towards tomorrow, congratulations!
Always a revolution!
I'm sure at the end we'll all be Pokémon Masters!!
oh yea got that damn song stuck in my head damn saiko everyday!












No matter how time goes, the fate goes, I know there's only one thing for sure.


and I'm pretty sure Im not sure of that one thing...well Im pretty unsure of alot of things but hey who knows right? that's how life is i guess

April 6

Written by Negi on at 12:36 AM

So I got accepted into winnipeg tech! exciting desho?
im psyched! goin to be awesome!!! new school and a good move on life!...i guess you can says wow goin to be hell tho 10 months of nothing but drawing and comp work...what the hell am i sayin hell goin to be EPIC!!! the first four months goin to be in this order i think
Type-Design, Drawing, Advanced Compostion from april-june and since i get summer break(kinda odd) so from september its Image assembly and it branches off into two differnt parts Design or Print I can take so i dunno what I wanna take form there since its a ten month course and nine lessons and a practicum so each month is goin to be something new and exciting!

well thats really all for now

yo's!

Written by Negi on Saturday, February 20, 2010 at 4:00 AM

well i finally got to play mario for the wii and you know what i kinda like it...well takin in the fact i only paid 30 bucks for it and well the controls are ok...but guess once i get used to it and i get the money to buy some more wiimotes then i can totally play with more ppl!!!

uhh soo doujin wise,,,pokemon is haitus and mt current one...well i have writers block what you wanna fight about it?...kick your ass...

so ya thats really all for now...till later alls!! im goin to go back to watching a random episode of Hitman Reborn

Fuwa Fuwa TIme

Written by Negi on Wednesday, February 17, 2010 at 12:52 AM

..soo working on this new Concept for a story...wow...ummm can you say really ? Ecchi? your goin to aim for that...! yes..i am well trying...its hard to make it funny...and yet I still can't draw breasts...-_-,..oh well wish me luck on this story hahah its diffrent and not dark...strange eh?

Fuda Pen Fu Fu

Written by Negi on Monday, February 15, 2010 at 11:42 PM

well theres nothing really new...everything i been drawing is at a standstill I guess you can say...but thats ok...hmmm my main laptop is till in the sho...poor soel....never saw it comming...*sniffle*

well Im currntly using the netbook Larg..tuff it up lil up tuff it out!

anyways thats really all really..soo ya..hey look my sketch book!

Happy Chinese New Years! Year of the Tigar!!! Gung Ha Fat Choy!!! 農曆新年!??!

Written by Negi on Sunday, February 14, 2010 at 12:30 AM

yup! new years ya'll!!! woo!!! means Lucky Redz Pouches!! so screw you Valentines day! I have my New Years!!! only 1 more year to go till it's my year! YEAR OF THE MOTHA FUCKIN DRAGON!!! soo ya thats really all I got plus working on a new Name and Characters..

allo!

Written by Negi on Friday, February 12, 2010 at 2:04 AM

Well Since I stoped writing my PkM Doujin I have started that other one well just the names really So I even added a Pet Good Ol SOup the Turtle hahaha oh...how i missed that lil guy
hmmm so ya not much new...My main laptop Soel is in the shop again..poor thing,..but its ok if its truely messed Im getting me my damn Mac BooK!

oh! uhhh ya thats really it :P will post more about school and such tomorrow!

REWRITE IT!

Written by Negi on Tuesday, February 9, 2010 at 11:55 PM

So The whole death Doujin idea is still in the works But i want to try my hands on some romantic comedy and such something in the love hina, aoi house kinda thing

something different So I am trying the Idea of roommates male and female oh no im not doing that they are a couple bullshit

My story idea mostly goes like this

Colsen Wong is your average Asian 23 and living with Ruby(tempname) she's 21 both living together and it's your everyday life style with stupied crap happening and such...

thats my some what outline im going with until i can think of a proper storyline

anyways th epokemon doujin is comming along 28 pages! are done

so I leave you with that and im goin back to watch the 3rd advance generation Pokemon Movie
Lucario!!!

DIGI-CODE!....SCAN!

Written by Negi on Monday, February 8, 2010 at 1:58 AM

..wow thats and old quote from 7 years ago.. i think...anyways! 9 pages have been scaned and uploaded into manga creator...but i will tone and script it laters...since well it is 2 in the morning! just keepin ya all posted!

ink ink ink inking!

Written by Negi on Sunday, February 7, 2010 at 3:25 PM

So I Finished drawing 27 pages only 13 pages left but I have currently stoped drawing and Inking the first 9 pages...due to the first chapter being 9 pages..so! I am making it a Demo to show off to people that and leave one at little star just to help get some hype going so! with that said I am goin to get back to inking so more laters! maybe some Lineart scans just for the so lil on my blog i guess you can say!


that and a lil tired from last night crazy bar night adventre...crazy girls hahaha...and thats all im goin to say >.>

its almost that horrable time of year again

Written by Negi on Wednesday, February 3, 2010 at 10:53 PM

keep forgottin its almost that day whats it called? oh right Valintines day..oh wait..I'm single..but THATS OK! cause CHinese new Years falls on the eact same say! oh ya to new years! always on a fuckin differnt day...*sigh*...I remeber the last girl i dated..wow did she hate that day..found it pointless hey she at least had a point it is and i thank her for that so what am i goin to be doing again this year? well since my doujin has now reached 11 pages of being done so here i am in my room...drawing..d.rawing.... oh! right about what i wanna do in the future

Im dropping outta U of W..ok not really dropping I'm goin to finish it up then transfer over but to what school? Im goin to head down to Winnipeg Technical and take up the Prodution Art course

what do i do in it? well this is what "The Production Art program offers students exposure to all aspects of the print media industry, from concept and computer art, to a completed printed product"

woo!! exciting! only because I get to do some a four-week Work Practicum Im actully pretty pumped for this! Can't wait to do this Im aimin for the ten month course so that means 10 months of no partying or going out just goin to hermit it for the year and then wooo!! work in something exciting!

but I am still searching for a world where I belong too wait I will explain this part in song haha

Hologram-Fan-Edit

Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

Lost like a child
I searched aimlessly
With the sky overhead like a graveyard
Although my dreams are changing
Like ink on a map that is caught in the pouring rain
Someday, I hope
Although I am small and my strides barely make any impact,
I can go beyond those clouds in the sky
To a place that's alive

In a bright light is a new path
That is calling softly to me
I can break on through to the other side of this
Though I won't forget what's left behind

Underneath this slate-gray sky
I see a spark of blue
And no matter where I turn out to be
I will still search for my new destiny
Although it is still far from me, beyond my gray despair
I will someday reach the new world that is waiting there

Unknowingly embedded, like a thought from a dream, in a sticker of stark black-and-white
Is something precious that we chose to hide out of fear of our rainbow world
Light from the stars up above, the colors of the flowers that bloom out of love
A treasure chest from a false vision that we all are sharing
Like a Hologram

Scenes come to life
Showing a day
Of a wandering misfit like me
Fly around my head, adding to the lonliness
And that old frustration deep inside

The road is leading straight ahead beneath my aching feet
To a place where I can find a new strength
Somewhere I'll cure this maddening fatigue
Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

There is now a rainbow waiting
Pulsing with a light that calls to me
As it shivers in the cold
In the shadow of the clouds
Woah, I will find tomorrow in the colors that wait

Now a beam of dappled light is shining on my path
With the rainclouds parting for the sun, showing a world that I've been searching for
Now the sky's a gradient of yellow, red, and blue
And I've finally found a world where everything is new
And I will surely find the future that is waiting here

so ya that;s really it...year of the tigar! woop woop! gonna have to like...get started on a drawing actully..

Type-Wild

Written by Negi on at 12:00 AM



Scenes come to life
Showing a day
Of a wandering misfit like me
Fly around my head, adding to the lonliness
And that old frustration deep inside






So I'm on page seven I will be done 8 pages within a few hours but I thought I take a break from drawing rough drafts to i Guess you can main drafts wow i add alotta detail to this...but i still have to ink all of these pages..such fun don't cha think? oh whats up with that saying? hahaha thought be something outta nowhere...ummm not alot new really..really hate my job..but who doesnt right?




ahhh how i wish to change my lifestyle... *sigh*..well I will just edge some hints on what I wanna do...but thats till later ^0^ ..




oh! i really want to get back in to playing magic the gathering..hell the new cards look fucking awesome! Jace is still my favorate Planeswalker..bad ass mother fucker!




and heres an awesome iphone wallpaper..which is what i do
oh and also a bunny Im goin to get,...isn't it adorable! its from the entrail series isn't cute how its guts are hanging out and it has bloodshot eyes...awesome! lol

About the author

There is a lot about me at times I am's weird and random. But that's how I am. I'm the type of person who is a good guy at times and a jerk at all times but really it's more of a way for me to defend myself from people but really I'm understanding and a neat person once you get to know who I really am!

 
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