blaaah!!!

Written by Negi on Tuesday, November 15, 2011 at 1:11 AM

well my god a blog post!



Nothing exciting just sitting here relaying out myself and goals and Doujin stories
so much to look at and so much to re-draw and to re-think intros I have my names all laid out nicely wondering no this needs more of a action feeling here or this needs to be a little funny

but over all just my characters I'm no longer confident in them i already started to redraw them and adding new stuff here and there and i got pissed off with my style of drawing I still want to improve but whats the point anymore..just whats the...

know what lets leave it there no point being pissed off about it

look a real!

Written by Negi on Monday, September 12, 2011 at 8:29 PM



hahaha look a real post in how many years?

Spiral

Written by Negi on Tuesday, September 6, 2011 at 9:23 PM

nothing new just some lyrics!

I wander in a trap in endless night
Losing the meaning of existence itself
I can't return to the past, Don't you dare to know

Crumbling are all things that I believe
I don't want to see the reality on my darkest days
I can't get out of my circumstances, Don't know where to go

Do you know that "hope" is fake in this world
And "despair" is the only truth I've got
So slash apart the darkness

I'm restless at ∞, Why I must be bleeding?
I can't escape from the melancholy
I'm struggling at my limit, at the verge of going mad, Because it will never end
J'ai plus rien a croire
Cette vie qu'est-ce qu'il y a a voir?
I'm no match for this suffering world!

En levant les yeux, il n'y a rien a faire
J'ai plus envie de me mentir a moi meme
Mais, ces realites qui defoncent mon esprit

Pourquoi on vit? Pourquoi cet endroit?
Ou aller se plaindre? Qui me comprendra?
Ou est cette putain de verite?

S'egorger toujours tout le temps, qui voudra me faire peine a moi?
Comme quoi? Comme qui? Comme-ci comme-ca, sans raison, oh Dieu pourquoi?
Cette vie infernale
Continue jusqu'a ma finale
J'espere ma liberte

Ne pense pas qu'on passe sur un chemin etendu
C'est qu'une etape, et tape le chemin attendu
C'est qu'une etape, et tape le chemin attendu
C'est qu'une etape, et tape le chemin attendu
Personna essaye de comprendre ce que l'on dit
J'ai plus de dix ans! T'es con ou quoi?

I want to destroy the ∞, That's my last scream!
I can't avoid the reality
No Pain No Gain, I'll absolutely resist it If really there is an end
A quoi je m'attends?
Apocalypse maintenant
Unchanging is this suffering world!

In my World

Written by Negi on Wednesday, August 31, 2011 at 7:50 PM

Dark side in my heart is
a grief from the past that cannot be wiped away.
It's alright, for I don't actually give a damn.
I fired my blaster, and stretched out my hands.
I've detached my life from myself,
so that I could gaze into the picture frame.
However, in there, there's no proof of my existence,
and I can barely even protect my very self.

The path I've been avoiding and unable to pass has been like this for a while.
And then, everyone has disappeared off it...

Destiny can eat shit and die.
If I can't achieve something, I will cry for pride.
Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world,
an aria of love resounds.
Things such as the distorted real world, twisted wishes,
or the ideals and tomorrows that are crumbling away,
they've become so tedious that I want to just throw them away.
Good bye, precious life.

Dark cloud in my heart is
clearing up, and light is shining onto my path.
Let's fight, without any fear,
with a double-edged sword brandished over our head.
My life is not so lonesome,
for I am being guided by the voices of my comrades.
With the proof of my existence reaffirmed,
I released my very self.

The path I've been avoiding and unable to pass has always been like this.
Now my hesitation has completely dissipated...

Destiny can eat shit and die.
I will be a reckless daredevil and cry for pride.
Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world,
I can hear an aria of love.
Things such as the writhed world, wishes to be fulfilled,
or weak grumblings, I have already crushed them with my hands.
The more I threw it away, the more precious it became;
it's my precious life.

Destiny can eat shit and die.
If I can't achieve something, I will cry for pride.
Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world,
an aria of love resounds.
Things such as the distorted real world, twisted wishes,
or the ideals and tomorrows that are crumbling away,
they've become so tedious that I want to just throw them away.
Good bye, precious life.

I will simply repaint my destiny.
Even if I become covered in wounds, I'll try for pride.
Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world,
I still sing about love.
Things such as the writhed world, wishes to be fulfilled,
or the bond and the future we are starting to build up and consolidate,
they are still precious in the end even when I have thrown them away.
It's my precious life.

Read More ROOKiEZ is PUNK'D - In My World Lyrics ~ Lyrical Dream http://ayiklyric.blogspot.com/2011/08/rookiez-is-punkd-in-my-world-lyrics.html#ixzz1WuxHCs2X

KIBAGO OUTRAGED!!!

Written by Negi on Saturday, August 20, 2011 at 12:17 AM










nothing new with me just some more screenshots

MORE POKEMON IMAGES!!!rr

Written by Negi on Tuesday, August 2, 2011 at 10:09 PM





wallpapers due to laziness

Written by Negi on at 12:30 PM




feel

Written by Negi on Tuesday, July 12, 2011 at 8:41 PM

Beat or listen or feel, quartet.
Catch or think or sing, quartet.
What I tell you is just "that is it, as you like. "

Itsumo wa shizuka de
Toki ni haurusakute
Hikari to kage wa kyou mo kurashiteru

Midareta kibun wo
Chuningu shite
Kaihougen wo daionryou de
Toki houcchitai na

Owaranai oni gokko wa
Dareka no tsugou de kurikaesu
Osanai koro no omoide wo

Arayuru kido airaku joukei
Chiri bame doko nimonai zoukei wo
Omone te tsuranatte iku
Ichigo ichi e no sakura no youna

Ureshi kunatte tobidashi te mukatsuite keritoba shite
Kuyashi kunatte uran de tte atarimae darou
Oburato ni tsutsun dara taberarete oshimai
Nanda kamuzu kayui na

Yottsu no kanjou ga iki majitte
Tsugi tsugi ni shoku wo nashite
Kono machi ga shiawase ni natte
Song urai no contrast wo kanade teirunda yo

Beat or listen or feel, quartet.
Catch or think or sing, quartet.
What I tell you is just "that is it, as you like. "

Shiranai koto nanka uya
Muya ni shite
Headphnes wo daionryou de
Machi wo iki taina

Tori to menai kakurenbo wa
Dareka no aizu de uchidomete
Mata you ga noboru madeo azuke

Too shy na kid, "I like it. "
Sore dake iereba it's alright
Kurakute mo kagayaite iru
Tokai ni saku yozakura no youna

Kirei ni mekki nuritakutte
Kitanai tokoro misenai de
Wo namida choudai houfutsu tte fuzakenna yo
Oburato ni tsutsun dara taberarete oshimai
Nanika choushi ga kuruu ndayo

Yottsu no kanjou ga uzumaki ite
Jibun ni atta kotae wo dashite
Original harikentte
Waracchi yauke donan daka baka ni wa dekinai nda yo

Ureshi kunatte tobidashi te mukatsuite keritoba shite
Kuyashi kunatte uran de tte atarimae darou
Oburato ni tsutsun dara taberarete oshimai
Nanda kamuzu kayui na

Yottsu no kanjou ga iki majitte
Tsugi tsugi ni shoku wo na shite
Kono machi ga shiawase ni natte
Song urai no contrast wo kanade teirunda yo

Beat or listen or feel, quartet.
Catch or think or sing, quartet.
What I tell you is just "that is it, as you like. "

Beat or listen or feel, quartet.
Catch or think or sing, quartet.
What I tell you is just "that is it, as you like. "

IMAGES!!!!

Written by Negi on Monday, July 4, 2011 at 12:14 AM







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Written by Negi on Tuesday, June 28, 2011 at 11:07 PM

I really was lonely, until I met you
I told myself it was easier being alone, but I was lying to myself
Even though our favourite books and hobbies don't match at all
It was you alone, who nodded and gave me…..

whoa whoa whoa!!

Written by Negi on Sunday, June 26, 2011 at 9:13 PM



kay! saving money for this!! lol

more random images

Written by Negi on Tuesday, June 21, 2011 at 10:21 PM



exciting!

Written by Negi on Sunday, June 19, 2011 at 4:30 PM



Waa adorable!!! I want a hat with Emolga on it..and the Emolga plushies!!!!

umm nothing really new saw this flyer today thought...WHAAAA!!!!!

My Most Precious Treasure (Yui ver.)

Written by Negi on Friday, June 17, 2011 at 12:48 AM

Like to learn this song

My Most Precious Treasure (Yui ver.)


When we faced each other, we did nothing but fighting
Yet those were good memories, too

You taught me that, so I’m not scared anymore
No matter how fettered I am, I can seize happiness, so-

Even if I’m alone, I’ll go on, even if it’s tough
I’ll definitely take along the dream I had with you
I’m glad to have been with you, not anyone else
But on the morning when I wake up, you’re not there

I felt like we’d be able to play forever
I know I only felt so
I no longer regret that I was born
It’s like after a festival; it’s lonely, but let’s get going shortly

I’ll go everywhere, that’s what I learned here
I’ll show you I’ll fulfill the dream known as happiness
Even if I’m separated from you, no matter how far apart we are
I’ll live in a brand-new morning

Even if I’m alone, I’ll go on, even if I want to die
I can hear your voice, saying, “You mustn’t die”
Even if it’s tough, even if I cry in loneliness
Deep in my heart, I feel warmth

Cycling and flowing, the times change
I can’t recall what happened anymore
But if I try closing my eyes, there’s someone’s laughter
Somehow that’s my most precious treasure now


Batman

Written by Negi on Sunday, June 5, 2011 at 10:16 PM



So over the weeks back in to the comic book craze reading all me batman comics watching the cartoons nothing new an exciting there just getting back into the groove of it all so heres some pics and such






pride

Written by Negi on Tuesday, May 24, 2011 at 10:29 PM



Lyrics


Born into the world, each enjoying his own life, discovering the black box in his head...is this bliss?

The important thing is to surpass your limit line. Shall we go? Take your step, and outdo yourself today!

But what should we do with our days? Trying to live flawlessly is a big no no.

Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!

If I try to suppress my heart, which is burning hot about things that are unobtainable or constrained,

how am I different from those adults, whom I have come to despise and will never forgive

for their constant attempt to pin me down blindly without even understanding why?

No matter what I do, it'll probably forever remain a pipe dream that will never come true,

but the fire burning in my heart cannot be doused by anyone.

Even if the black rain falling from the sky drenches me completely and doesn't stop,

I will never allow the fire in my heart to be extinguished. That, is my "pride".

It started pouring, as predicted. A lot more buddies gathered around than I had expected.

While talking about one another's days and futures, we became impassioned and started a fist fight.

Thinking back about how we were also fist-fighting the same way

back when we were only 15, as a means to quell our anxiety and uneasiness,

you laughed and said, "You haven't changed a bit..." So I ended up bursting into laughter as well.

If we don't stubbornly stand our ground like this, even the flow of time will become a scary thing.

The only true opponent whom I should hit is really my prideful self.

But still, I don't want to lose right now. I have "pride" not to lose to myself.

Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!

Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!

No matter what I do, when I'm alone at night, I become even unable to understand myself.

When you're with me, and we try to understand each other, then I'll be able to become stronger.

I don't care how things turn out, and I don't care if I'll look uncool,

I will desperately try to change my future.

Even If I'm told that my destiny is immutable no matter what I do,

I myself can still change, and I will prove to you that I can change myself.

This is, that's right, "pride", each in its own place...

Don't perish yet, the fire in my heart.

I don't want to forget yet, the heat in my chest.

Don't perish yet, the fire in my heart.

I can still keep going, so here I go!

Isnt Emonga Adorable! Perfect

Written by Negi on Tuesday, May 3, 2011 at 8:00 AM





place holder now for some lyrics

So now my time is up
Your game starts, my heart moving?
Past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
Will we make it better or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

There's no certain logic but
there are only lies out there
Everytime I find in my mind that there's just what I am
that's stired with confidence and insecurity
I may be Weak, but strong same time

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got it , I'd say it immediately!!
"Perfect Sense Dreamer"
That is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
If you had any question,
then I'd hear it later so just
hold on!

Yeah when I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
Will we make it, IT'S NOT ENOUGH or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

Am I a convinced criminal?
Or an intellectual criminal?
No, no, no
I'm always a stopgap type of guy that has no creativity or
uniqueness with opinion and theory thats laced

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got it , I'd say it immediately!!
"Perfect Sense Dreamer"
That is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
You know I've got to be NUMBER ONE!!

So how is it?
Unexpected, wasn't it?
You confused, hesitated
And now you wanna retreat?
Then you're gonna evacuate?
Oh, yeah

"perfect sense Dreamer" that is my dream
I don't care who's gonna bring me down
Coz there're a lot more
walls and deep darkness
in front of my eyes
So I'll break it from now on!!

Perfect Sense Dreamer

When I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there
I can't get enough! Can't get enough!!


My song

Written by Negi on Monday, May 2, 2011 at 4:48 PM

The day that ended while searching for where I could wipe out my frustrations
The sky shown gray and I couldn’t see anything ahead
Those who ignore common sense laugh; What lies will they tell next?
What will be gained from hanging that up proudly?
But I have to keep moving forward
So I’ll keep singing like this

You’re crying for sure; You’re lonely for sure
You’re right; You’re just being human
That’s what the tears I shed say
This is beautiful too; It’s not a lie; Thank you for our true selves

Having dreams you want to come true and dreams you can’t reach
That itself becomes the dream, becomes the hope for people to go on living
There’s a door; I’m waiting there
So I’ll hold out my hand

For you who feels crushed, here’s the strength and confidence for you to be able to fight again and my song
That’s what the tears I shed say
Like this too we met in a dirty and ugly world; Thank you for this miracle




the real challenge is making this sound good when played on guitar

Emon!!!!!!

Written by Negi on Wednesday, March 30, 2011 at 12:24 AM






Emolgas a flying squirrel Pokemon . Emolga sports a vaguely hood-like patterning of black around its head, with a spiky extension of the pattern above its face. Emolga possesses winglike, yellow-colored flaps connected to its three-fingered arms. Its feet are white-colored and fairly small and its black-colored tail is in a jagged shape.

anyways yea lol random!

Emol?Emon!

Written by Negi on Thursday, March 24, 2011 at 9:34 PM







Ant it a stinker =D
anyways not alot thats new been busy you know life..work and POKEMON! well thats really all till later! tomorrow is am important day (friday march 25)

PIIIKACHU! ELEC BALL!!

Written by Negi on Monday, February 28, 2011 at 9:12 PM



BLACK AND WHITE IS JUST 6 DAYS AWAY!!! AND IM PUMPED!!! CANT WAIT TO PLAY IT!!!
ANYWAYS tahts all i got for an update! till then tomorrow is another day!



Complication

Written by Negi on Monday, January 24, 2011 at 9:20 PM


Zuruggu yes creepy pokemon but I find awesome he made number 4 on my top 5 anyways some lyrics!






I look up into the sky and I see the heavens are about to cry
The hands of time thin out as long as I am alive
I swallow my memories in order to keep myself from feeling pain
I spit out my all my sorrows onto this lifeless floor...

I am so afraid; of what tomorrow is...
I worry everyday about my own future...
Deep within my heart I know that
The day after tomorrow will not give me, an answer!

Chorus:
The future is an empty canvas that moves on forward so endlessly...
What should I sketch on it?
Reality begins to stain the canvas with its darkest colors...
What should I sketch on it?
I fight for my own time to shine.

Troubled by the world, I'm a loser, I'm pathetic
Gotta get outta here and run, so hectic
There isn't a single thing for me to do so
I snuck outta there and pulled out a cigarette
Today's events bored me half to death
The world looks at me with worried eyes
I shout out to them; "I ain't crying!"
Damn it's an act; tough only on the outside
I walk alone on this road of fate and
To make up for it I bought an I-POD
Musics off, I ain't listening to this RAP
A heavy heart, sucks its gotta be my BAG
It's supposed to be like the story, a home's a home...
But my life ain't a story so I open the window
The pressure from the darkness is crushing me, shit
So I'm back at the park as luck would have it

I am so afraid; of what tomorrow is...
I worry everyday about my own future...
Deep within my heart I know that
The day after tomorrow will not give me, an answer!

The future is an empty canvas that moves on forward so endlessly...
What should I sketch on it?
Reality begins to stain the canvas with its darkest colors...
What should I sketch on it?
I fight for my own time to shine.

With the limited amount of time that is held within these *breath*
Hands of mine I will sketch my future self....
Hoping that I will soon be haaappy~

The future is an empty canvas that moves on forward so endlessly...
What should I sketch on it?
Reality begins to stain the canvas with its darkest colors...
What should I sketch on it?
I fight for my own time to shine.

The future is an empty canvas that moves on forward so endlessly...
What should I sketch on it?
Reality begins to stain the canvas with its darkest colors...
What should I sketch on it?
I fight for my own time to shine.

About the author

There is a lot about me at times I am's weird and random. But that's how I am. I'm the type of person who is a good guy at times and a jerk at all times but really it's more of a way for me to defend myself from people but really I'm understanding and a neat person once you get to know who I really am!

 
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