Goetia

This is the pentagram as described found in the Goetia

THE PENTAGRAM OF SOLOMON.THIS is the Form of Pentagram of Solomon, the figure whereof is to be made in Sol or Luna (Gold or Silver), and worn upon thy breast; having the Seal of the Spiritrequired upon the other side thereof. It is to preserve thee from danger, and also to command the Spirits by.

I thought it was an interesting way to look at things plus the meaning is cool thought i might want to get that as a tat but where sure on the breast...but...yea...noo thanks maybe on my back or shoulder blade we will see ...on another note I want a copy of the Goetia ...I can't find a damn copy of it anywhere ....anyone know where i can get one?

bleh

Hey still alive..to an extent but alive!
nothing much to really talk about been a lame month really...alotta misfortune but what can you really do huh? but o well what happens when your jobless not much to do...at all ...nothing to do...depressing...*sigh* and my weekend...sucked two weekends insa row! ...bleh! hahaha lame
yea so nothing much to really say just been a depressing month well year maybe...maybe next year will be better

feels like im just chained down to something but that deadly card is set and is linked to me and I have no way of getting rid of it...It’s not that I want to return to that past,I am just searching for the sky I have lost. I hope you understand. Please don’t show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed. Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us throughin this maze of feelings with no ends in sight. Jst what am I waiting for? As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest. What do I want to escape from? Is it this thing called “reality”?

another story but old...

well been working on the layout of this old doujin from a few years ago as i said before so i started nick pickin pages of where to start off but then thought..maybe i should make some profiles and course i make this one *image below* basicly just gotta drawup the other casts and im set! but lets see where this takes me this might only be about 12 pages long so i hope it will be good

Scarlet Sky

well since I found some old scripts i thought i try a one shot page

yea well maybe i will make another 2 pages to get the flow going anyways job interview in 12 hours wish me luck!

I can't help but hear an exchanging of words

Well ...nothing much of news really just been reallly really really bored and what not so i drew this

to kill some time yea a new facebook profile pic wooop! soo yea nothing new Oh im on Twitter under the user name Liuzer so look out for me and add me XD

another sleepless night

well its another night of not being able to fucking sleep fun fun!

so what do you do when you can't sleep? watch a random sitcom....and thus brings me to now...
soo I been unemployed for 3 weeks(aprox) and yes it sucks balls im close to making it a month so what happens i get a phonecall for a job interview....hurray!!! so monday i get a job interview and lets hope to god it goes well but till then i get to work onmy manga woooo-pie!!!!!...god i wish i had a better life choice..o well thats what happens soo till then i but you all a good night and im going to watch the big bang theory now see yea!

round two!

thought i give this another shot it looks alot better ...but now back to studying...gahh..

ahhh its 3am

so its basicly almost three inthe morning and I can't sleep, been reading over my text book for my exam and thinking of course..'FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKK!" but you know thats my brain saying GO TO FUCKING SLEEP! but I been you know over thinking like I been have been for a while...god i could use a smoke..about...now....*shifts eyes* anyways *lights up smoke* .............yeah...these fuckers been helping...eh? yeah I said I stop I only have like 7 of these things anyways so no harm there only to help for exam time then that's it! ...till the summer. but really i been thinking too much about my future and relationships to come? lol i really would like to be with another girl or hell even a good girl-friend (you know a girl who is just a good friend) to talk to at a time like now....Geez don't I just sound needy huh?....but oh well this is what causes me to stay awake for fucking hours. and I really want to go down to Assinaboian or at least KP to watch the river or even people watch I want to get out doors and just Sketch or even go for a walk or blade I want to do so much but I don't have the time, Money or a Job to do so. it really sucks really. but what can you do huh? maybe by wedensday my life may be in order hopefully *sigh* god I even started playing Yu-Gi-Oh! again to kill time ...no I didn't spend money I traded in all my crap cards for a deck I play with but its something to do really, that and I really have to finish up the Prize Baskets for Anime Skate Night and of course my cosplay for it as well for my cosplay Im going to go as my character from my manga...best i can do really it will look really interesting ...anyways I leave you with a random pic I just finished and I hope I can get to bed soon


Hope you people like It I hope it doesn't look too fake lol I tried really anyways I should call it a night I plan to get up in the next 6 hours to study anyways till later!

Exam time again!

gah I find history boring as fuck but it has to be done no matter how much i want to burn this book anyways two more days to my exam wish me luck!

JOB HUNTING!!! DAY 1

Ok so I applied at ten stores today let's hope for the best!
the ten I'm hoping for a call from

Latitude
Randy River
Mcnally Robinson
HMV
Quiksilver
Bluenotes
The Source
Bootlegger
Rickis(...I was with a friend and I said the last resume I have she can pick any girly show in the mall and I will try for it)
Spencers Gifts

and yes as you can tell Im trying to avoid anything with foood and trying my luck with clothes!

“For what am I living?”

I am now currently looking for a job and yet who knows where its going to take me. Im offcailly outta the coffee bussniess now and looking for something higher hopefully something interesting soo to the best of luck and hopes to a better hearings (if you know me inperson and wanna know more details just text me or catch me on msn)

“For what am I living?”
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can’t play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There’s still so much in life
to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.
I have to apologize for this.
Ah, I’m sorry.I can’t say it well.
I’m just causing worries.

SOFA

So I finally got the right lyrics I wanted for this song which reminded me of some people ok mostly me on those lonley nights but hey its a good song!

Beyond that windowless factory, you could hear all the time a monotonous drone, and had always thought that was where it was, that there would always sound. It is assumed that, at least I wanted to believe ...

My Baby, tonight you're not on the sofa in which you always laid.
Baby, you're not in this room, with that expression on your face I knew so well.

The clouds have robbed my moonlight that filtered through them, and only remains for me the glow of vending machines. Refulgen like burning embers, as if they were fireflies ... I guess, because I remember it well, but really ... are no longer there.

My Baby, you're not in my room, nor are you tonight.
Baby, surely you also get a night out with the same color.

Through the window, lamp in the fifth, everything will end before anyone was aware, and you carry that light full of sadness, that dark light ...

My baby, looks back, you're there, if you care.
Baby, you like, stir the soup and cereal.
Baby, tonight you're not on the sofa in which you always laid. Baby, you probably now just starting to record this series.

Baby...
Baby ...
Baby ...

Oh Yes I have nothing better to do

since i got nothing more to say that yes i been drinking and yes there is nothing more or less to live for im jeloues of those who are happy who have someone to keep them whole to make them happy and have someone to be there to tell them it will be ok yet now i don't have anyone i used too but that is that and this is now so please someone please wake me up when it all comes back to me pick me up from the pain i keep putting myself in all i do inflict pain onto myself and yet i have no one waiting for me so until then I sing a song for you and wishyou all the best