its almost that horrable time of year again

keep forgottin its almost that day whats it called? oh right Valintines day..oh wait..I'm single..but THATS OK! cause CHinese new Years falls on the eact same say! oh ya to new years! always on a fuckin differnt day...*sigh*...I remeber the last girl i dated..wow did she hate that day..found it pointless hey she at least had a point it is and i thank her for that so what am i goin to be doing again this year? well since my doujin has now reached 11 pages of being done so here i am in my room...drawing..d.rawing.... oh! right about what i wanna do in the future

Im dropping outta U of W..ok not really dropping I'm goin to finish it up then transfer over but to what school? Im goin to head down to Winnipeg Technical and take up the Prodution Art course

what do i do in it? well this is what "The Production Art program offers students exposure to all aspects of the print media industry, from concept and computer art, to a completed printed product"

woo!! exciting! only because I get to do some a four-week Work Practicum Im actully pretty pumped for this! Can't wait to do this Im aimin for the ten month course so that means 10 months of no partying or going out just goin to hermit it for the year and then wooo!! work in something exciting!

but I am still searching for a world where I belong too wait I will explain this part in song haha

Hologram-Fan-Edit

Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

Lost like a child
I searched aimlessly
With the sky overhead like a graveyard
Although my dreams are changing
Like ink on a map that is caught in the pouring rain
Someday, I hope
Although I am small and my strides barely make any impact,
I can go beyond those clouds in the sky
To a place that's alive

In a bright light is a new path
That is calling softly to me
I can break on through to the other side of this
Though I won't forget what's left behind

Underneath this slate-gray sky
I see a spark of blue
And no matter where I turn out to be
I will still search for my new destiny
Although it is still far from me, beyond my gray despair
I will someday reach the new world that is waiting there

Unknowingly embedded, like a thought from a dream, in a sticker of stark black-and-white
Is something precious that we chose to hide out of fear of our rainbow world
Light from the stars up above, the colors of the flowers that bloom out of love
A treasure chest from a false vision that we all are sharing
Like a Hologram

Scenes come to life
Showing a day
Of a wandering misfit like me
Fly around my head, adding to the lonliness
And that old frustration deep inside

The road is leading straight ahead beneath my aching feet
To a place where I can find a new strength
Somewhere I'll cure this maddening fatigue
Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

There is now a rainbow waiting
Pulsing with a light that calls to me
As it shivers in the cold
In the shadow of the clouds
Woah, I will find tomorrow in the colors that wait

Now a beam of dappled light is shining on my path
With the rainclouds parting for the sun, showing a world that I've been searching for
Now the sky's a gradient of yellow, red, and blue
And I've finally found a world where everything is new
And I will surely find the future that is waiting here

so ya that;s really it...year of the tigar! woop woop! gonna have to like...get started on a drawing actully..