“For what am I living?”

I am now currently looking for a job and yet who knows where its going to take me. Im offcailly outta the coffee bussniess now and looking for something higher hopefully something interesting soo to the best of luck and hopes to a better hearings (if you know me inperson and wanna know more details just text me or catch me on msn)

“For what am I living?”
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can’t play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There’s still so much in life
to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.
I have to apologize for this.
Ah, I’m sorry.I can’t say it well.
I’m just causing worries.