a interesting post

We meet people and fall in love,
and we part they leave marks to remember them by.
Our lovers sculpt us, they define us,
For better or for worse.

Like a pinball they slam into us and rebound
in a different direction
prapeld by the contact.


And after the parting we might be scared.
The stronger or the more fragile or the needy, or angry, or guilty.
It's never unchanged

Our lovers linger inside us
like ghosts, haunting the corridors and deserted rooms
sometimes whispering, sometimes screaming.
visable...but always there...waiting.

Scott Pilgrim vs the WORLD!!

So last night I went to an Advanced Screening of "Scott Pilgrim vs The World!"
for those who don't know about the movie so here is the symnop "In Toronto, 23-year-old Scott Pilgrim (Michael Cera) is the bass guitarist for the band Sex Bob-omb and has just met the girl of his dreams, Ramona Flowers (Mary Elizabeth Winstead). Scott learns that he must battle Ramona's seven evil exes, who are coming to kill him, to finally win Ramona's heart. As Scott gets closer to Ramona, his encounters include skateboarders, vegan rock stars, and identical twins. To stay with Ramona, Scott must vanquish all of the seven evil exes before they defeat him"

ok thats the movie heres the quicky way to say it from the books "The series is about 23-year-old Canadian Scott Pilgrim, a slacker, hero, and part-time bassist who is living in Toronto and plays bass guitar in the band "Sex Bob-Omb." He falls in love with American delivery girl Ramona V. Flowers, but must defeat her seven "evil ex-boyfriends" in order to date her."

so the movie was basicly just awesome..ok epic but some parts are skipped or not even mention at all inthe movie ok ok i get it the movie is loosely based on the graphic novels only using the books as a guide and mostly the epic lines from the book in the movie so it was like the books but wasn't...they referenced alot from the book which is awesome ..just awesome better then harry potter by far and such and such also ok

parts that are missed or not mention.. the so called "glow" for example at the end of book one "On the subway home, Scott and Ramona decide to become a couple, on the proviso that Scott agree to defeat her other evil-exes. When Scott asks if Gideon is one of them, Ramona's head glows sharply." yup her head glows..why? i have no fuckin clue still...

ok book two now this is what is mention at the end of the book
"As the fight is taking place, Scott gets a call from Envy Adams, who asks him to open for her band, The Clash at Demonhead that weekend. The conversation implies that they once had a relationship, and after the phone call, Wallace arrives at the apartment to find Scott in a near-coma-like state. Scott and his friends show up to see Envy's band on Friday, only to discover that Knives is now dating Young Neil, Stephen Stills' roommate. The book ends with an epic opening by The Clash at Demonhead, and introduces Ramona's third evil ex-boyfriend, Todd Ingram, who is the bassist." yup was pretty much in the movie but yeah..loved it but instead of wallce finding scott on the floor he was in the kitchen when envy called and said "ahh shit"

ok book three! "Chapter 16 opens with Envy, Todd and Lynette at a restaurant. Todd cheats at being a vegan and orders gelato, then proceeds to make out with Lynette while Envy is in the bathroom. Later, that evening, before opening for Envy's band, Ramona and Envy get into an argument and begin to fight, Ramona armed with a giant mallet. Midway through, Sex Bob-omb appears on stage in costume (Stephen Stills as Johnny Cash, Kim Pine in a gothic lolita dress, and Scott in a second-hand suit). Scott sees Envy about to kill Ramona and Knives, and jumps from the stage to hit her "weak point", the back of her knees. Ramona tells Envy that Todd is cheating on her, and that he performed his Moon crater trick for Ramona first, which is why there are two holes on the moon. Todd and Scott then proceed to have a boss battle, and Scott is aided by the powers of The Boys and Crash (the opening band for the evening). Todd almost wins the battle until the vegan police show up and strip him of his powers for multiple vegan offenses, such as eating gelato. Scott headbutts the powerless Todd, who is reduced to a pile of coins. Afterward, Scott receives an extra life. Finally, Sex Bob-omb gets to play, and Scott spots a strange character (Gideon) from the stage. The volume ends with Envy moving back home." ok that epicness there was not really in the movie only the vegan police and the list of what todd ate

Book four (almost there!)
(note this is all based around the end of each book and ripped from wiki for you lazy buggers!)" After briefly encountering Wallace in an awkward position and being informed that he was fired from his job during the fight, Scott goes to Lisa's house to spend the night. Lisa recalls whether Scott had any feelings for her in high school and if they should have an affair. After waking up from a dream which Roxie had infiltrated in an attempt to kill him, Scott learns that nothing happened between him and Lisa since he had finally managed to say that he loves Ramona. After getting his job back, Scott goes to the Second Cup, which is different from the one Stacey works at since Knives is working there. There, they are spotted by the samurai, revealed to be Knives' father who was not keen on Knives dating a white boy, who proceeds to attack Scott. Scott escapes via another subspace portal and ends up in Ramona's mind, where she is a slave to a shadowy figure. Ramona kicks Scott out of her head, telling him to forget what he saw, but before he can explain his true feelings, he finds Roxie staying over her house and is told to walk it off. As he walks on, Scott sees his dark self and rejects him, rushing back to Ramona to find her being attacked by Mr. Chau. Scott lures him away and gets him to fight against Roxie. When Scott realises he's just been a pussy all this time, he plucks up the courage to confess his love for Ramona, earning the Power of Love sword. Scott uses this to defeat Roxie, Ninja Gaiden-style, who warns him about the twins before dying. Scott then apologises to Mr. Chau, who leaves having earned respect for Scott, before Scott finally moves in with Ramona. After giving Lisa a farewell meal, Ramona finally tells Scott her age."

ohhh yess in book four we meet Lisa Miller..oh yea she wasnt in the movie at all should of mention that shouldnt it hahaha

Book five! shit starts to go down
"Scott rushes back to the apartment. Ramona, now with her hair cut and dyed again, tells Scott that she is a bad person and that she "had a good time." Her head begins to glow brighter and brighter until she disappears. Scott tries to look for her, but instead lets her cat out and locks himself out of her apartment. Over the next few days, Scott bed-hops whilst trying to get Ramona's cat to come back and constantly mistaking people for Gideon. Kim moves back home to the north, accepting Scott's apology for his behaviour. After moving into a new apartment, Scott reads a note Ramona left behind addressed to Gideon, telling him she wouldn't come back to him. Whilst Scott wonders what this means, he receives a call from Gideon, asking when it would be convenient to die." OHHHH!!! WASNT EVEN IN THE MOVIE AT ALL!!!

ok ending the epic of all..ahhh lets copy and paste "Scott arrives at the Chaos Theatre, where Envy is making her solo debut. As Envy starts her performance, Scott is attacked by Gideon, who is surprised to hear that Ramona isn't with him. When Scott refuses to join the League of Evil Exes, Gideon steals his Power of Love sword and stabs him with it, killing him. Scott finds himself in a desert where he finally sees Ramona again, who apologises for her leaving. Scott kisses her only to be interrupted by Ramona's reminder that he is dead. However, Scott then returns to life thanks to the extra life he obtained from Todd Ingram, and Ramona bursts out of his chest to arrive and confront Gideon. Gideon reveals several cryogenic capsules filled with former girlfriends, wanting Ramona to join them. He then fires a blast which gives everyone 'the glow', causing them to become irritated whilst Gideon fights them. Gideon explains that he formed the league following a drunken post on Craigslist, after his breakup with Ramona, who points out he only started taking interest in her after they broke up.

Ramona tries to use the glow to escape into subspace, but is stabbed by Gideon, who explains the glow is an emotional weapon which seals people inside their own heads with their issues. After learning from Ramona that Gideon literally had a way of getting inside her head, Scott jumps into Ramona's subspace bag and arrives in her head, where he confronts Gideon and gives him the glow. Scott is cornered by Gideon, but his actions encourage Ramona to unite the parts of her that don't belong to Gideon to confront him. Gideon tries to attack Scott but Ramona blocks it with her bag, returning them to the real world and allowing Ramona to retrieve the Power of Love sword, healing her wounds. When Scott sees Gideon shrug Envy off, he comes to understand him and earns the Power of Understanding sword. As they fight, Gideon reveals he had been watching the two via the subspace highway in Scott's head, spicing up some of his memories in the process. Whilst Gideon tries to suggest that Scott and Ramona are their own worst enemies, they agree that Gideon is much worse and finish him, causing him to explode into $7,777,777 in coins.

Scott receives closure from Envy and Gideon's former girlfriends are unfrozen. Ramona reveals she had just been on a wilderness sabbatical at her dad's cabin, with not much luck, and later reaffirms her relationship with Scott, deciding to give it another shot. In the closing pages, Stephen reveals he is now in a gay relationship with Joseph, Scott and Kim start a new band performing awful covers, and Scott sees Knives off to college. After this, Scott meets up with Ramona, who decide to try again and walk into subspace together."


WHAT!! THEY NEVER MENTION THAT STEPHEN IS GAY!!! at all! that bugged me,..but yeahh
over all long post great movie i will explain more on the next post!

Hologram

here i have two diffrent lyrics..ok three one tv and two full!

TV sized
Draw me with a picture of a higher place I know
When the color fades to white again is where I'll go


Draw me with a picture of a higher place I know
When the color fades to white again is where I'll go

Grey-slated heather
The sky's got my back
Might be lost but I'm moving on
Whatever the weather
Dreams dot the map, when you see them I'll be gone
Red-light shrouds
Change everyday, but I'm sure it won't be long
I know step by step I'll fly far beyond the highest clouds

Always be strong
Never be wrong
That was all a front for my heart
Empty as a well
Finally the raindrops fell
Revived the dream and showed me where to start

Outta sight like rays of light and I am on my way
Through the bluest moon and the darkest river
I'll go through it all and never fall astray
Burn the prize into my eyes and let the image play
For no matter where I am, forget the 'yes or no'
When the color fades to white again I'll seize the day


Full Lyrics 2
Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

Lost like a child
I searched aimlessly
With the sky overhead like a graveyard
Although my dreams are changing
Like ink on a map that is caught in the pouring rain
Someday, I hope
Although I am small and my strides barely make any impact,
I can go beyond those clouds in the sky
To a place that's alive

In a bright light is a new path
That is calling softly to me
I can break on through to the other side of this
Though I won't forget what's left behind

Underneath this slate-gray sky
I see a spark of blue
And no matter where I turn out to be
I will still search for my new destiny
Although it is still far from me, beyond my gray despair
I will someday reach the new world that is waiting there

Unknowingly embedded, like a thought from a dream, in a sticker of stark black-and-white
Is something precious that we chose to hide out of fear of our rainbow world
Light from the stars up above, the colors of the flowers that bloom out of love
A treasure chest from a false vision that we all are sharing
Like a Hologram

Scenes come to life
Showing a day
Of a wandering misfit like me
Fly around my head, adding to the lonliness
And that old frustration deep inside

The road is leading straight ahead beneath my aching feet
To a place where I can find a new strength
Somewhere I'll cure this maddening fatigue
Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

There is now a rainbow waiting
Pulsing with a light that calls to me
As it shivers in the cold
In the shadow of the clouds
Woah, I will find tomorrow in the colors that wait

Now a beam of dappled light is shining on my path
With the rainclouds parting for the sun, showing a world that I've been searching for
Now the sky's a gradient of yellow, red, and blue
And I've finally found a world where everything is new
And I will surely find the future that is waiting here


ROmaji-English translation

Invited by a pure white scenery now,
Ill go to a world that I still havent seen

As a lost child, I journeyed
Under the slate-gray sky.
Many dreams blotted through the map that changes daily.

Someday,
Even with my strides as I am tiny -
I wonder if I can get to the other side of those clouds.

The direct light intersects itself,
And without even announcing my destination,
I pierce through everywhere.
The faint afterimage is burnt into my eyes-
Under this sky,
No matter where I am,
I should be able to reach
The world that I still havent seen.

Unknowingly embedded in a black and white sticker -
What is important is that we had hidden.
Light from the stars from the beautiful flowers from stones of the treasure
dream of the noise and the hologram.

Scenes depicting one day against the odd man out
fly like a bubble through the loneliness and frustration.

The road is straight,
and would be stronger than now.
Now been invited to a pure white scenery,
I’ll go to a world that I still haven’t seen.

The light color of the rainbow in the sky is where
a distant voice calls me, shivering every time in the shadow of tomorrow.

The straight, scattered light
pours all at a time in the afternoon after the rain.
Now mix the infinite gradations of
this all under the sky.
We will make sure we will arrive in this world.

Never Let This Go...

As I look into your eyes and see you standing there
Tell me something
You're never gonna let this go

Step into your heart but you don't take it
Please don't leave it
And you're never gonna let this go

All I know
Is that you want to break it
I just want to say
Is that your feeling?
You know what you are?

Tell me why
Did you turn your back right to me
You drive me crazy!!

We just carry on our relation
that we can't keep any more
But we have to make it for us
'cuz I'm never gonna make it
If I see your mind
without the wall of emotion that I tore
I could get everything back
It's back to me just like that!

As I look into your face and see you smiling there
Show me anything
You're never gonna let this go

Maybe I was messed
You think maybe I was wrong
No way to change it
But you're never gonna let this go

You know what you are?
All I know
Is that you want to break it
I just want to say
Is that your feeling?
Tell me why
Did you turn your back right to me
You drive me crazy!!

We just carry on our relation
that we can't keep any more
But we have to make it for us
'cuz I'm never gonna make it
If I see your mind
without the wall of emotion that I tore
I could get everything back
It's back to me just like that!

Is that you don't want to break it
All I know
Please tell me why
Did you turn your back right to me
You drive me crazy

We just carry on our relation
that we can't keep any more
But we have to make it for us
'cuz I'm never gonna make it
If I see your mind
without the wall of emotion that I tore
I could get everything back
This time, we will let this go!!

Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer

well lately its just been wake up go to school come home or go to work nothing new...havent been able to catch anything good in Pokemon Gold but over all really just live each day by day and nothing new...im really tired and such but goin to watch some anime and off to bed

doujin wise i got bored today and started up on a 18 page one shot which will be most likely a few pages back to back anyways i leave you with these lyrics and night!


So now my time is up
Your game starts, my heart moving?
Past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
Will we make it better or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

There's no certain logic but
only bullshit out there
Everytime I find in my mind that there's just what I am
that's stired with confidence and insecurity
Weak, but strong same time

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got, I'd say it immediately!!
"Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer"
is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
If you had any question,
then I'd hear it later so just
hold on now!

Yeah when I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
Will we make it, IT'S NOT ENOUGH or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

Am I a convinced criminal?
Or an intellectual criminal?
No, no, no
I'm always a stopgap type of guy that has no creativity or
uniqueness with which opinion and theory are laced

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got, I'd say it immediately!!
"Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer"
is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
You know I've got to be NUMBER ONE!!

So how is it?
Unexpected, wasn't it?
You must be confused, hesitated
And now you wanna retreat?
Then you're gonna evacuate?
Oh,yeah

This is my "Kanzen kankaku Dreamer-like" dream
I don't care who's gonna bring me down
Coz there're a lot more
big walls and deep darkness
in front of my eyes
So I'll break it from now on!!

Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer

When I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there
I can't get enough! Can't get enough!!

to be fair

to be fair...i still question myself..i still question evrything i do everything i have done...was it worth it? what would happen if this happend? what would..>? every question ends with another another...what has everythign I done till now...mean? what do i matter in this world? do i really understand whats really givin to me? do i take things for granted? what happend if i never fell in love or what happend if i never met this person what what what what what? is all that comes up...maybe its just me..since i cant sleep at 730 in the damn morning

nande?

Just now my way, The fated moment now at my pace

Good-Good Smile

..well i basicly started Heart Gold and Using the alias "Gold" for this game soo woop! and atm training Pichu-Totodile-Pachirisu and Starly! woo!!! IKEA!!!!!! PICHU!!!! VOLT TACKLE!!!!!

and yea..and it seems one of my friends doesnt want me to be a hermit so..kind have to go out this weekend...hmm guess cant be a hermit...ahh well THAT ENDS WELL..i think

Chaaa-Pika-Pika-Chu!..Chaaaaaa~

AND YELLOW FOREST IS NOW MINE IN MY POKEWALKER!!!!

Yellow Forest (Japanese: きいろのもり Yellow Forest) is an area in Pokémon HeartGold and SoulSilver. It was first announced on Pokémon Sunday, exactly forty days before the games' release in Japan.

It can be accessed on the Pokéwalker after the player activates a Wi-Fi event. The only Pokémon that reside in Yellow Forest are Pikachu, some of which are said to know the move Fly. Pikachu captured in the forest can also know moves such as Volt Tackle, Flail, and even Surf.

and yet.. I havent ran into one that knows any of those moves...but what matters is that..ITS FUUUUN!!! XD soo Come on Pichu!! help me out and catch me a Flying PIkachu and a Surfing pika!! come on!!!

damn it!!!

Kaze

Well now its been...about a week and ahalf now..and still havent caught them all!!...but...what ever...I will just try to build a strong team...to kill time..

on another note..school..well a new school setting should be exciting but for now...GOTTA CATCH EM GOTTA CATCH EM ALL!!





so I leave with this image and Hopeing that I become a Pokemon master :p





now thats an awesome Pic!

Nicknames

So when i think about it...I have a few nicknames Pong is the most recent one...and I am Also known as Liu and Negi but mostly Negi and Pong only the people i meet at the clubs and Bar call me liu

anyways when I look at the pokemon I trained in this gamethey have amazing names I have givin them lets start it off!

Pikachu-Pika
Typholsion-Explotaro
Pidgeot-Pidgtaro
Swampert-Zuzu
Snorlax-Lax
Venusaur-Saur
Marril- Martaro
Dragonite-Drataro

oh yea im cool like that!

anyways back to trainin Pika...he shall he awesome!!!

BEAT!!!

TOTALLY KILLED RED!! take that MOTHER FUCKER MY PIKACHU IS BETTER THEN YOURS!!..even tho your lapras...did OTK it.....what you expect its a pikachu its one of the many weaker pokemon!!! ...anyways now goin to catch them all!!!

Catch em gotta catch em all

Soo here I am..on day 4 of playing pokemon.....CURSE YOU GAME!!! totally forgot to save...i battled misty 4 times already...---_---....fuck oh well almost beat the kanto region! and then goin to kick your ass RED!!!

No matter how time goes, the fate goes, I know there's only one thing for sure.


and I'm pretty sure Im not sure of that one thing...well Im pretty unsure of alot of things but hey who knows right? that's how life is i guess

Fuda Pen Fu Fu

well theres nothing really new...everything i been drawing is at a standstill I guess you can say...but thats ok...hmmm my main laptop is till in the sho...poor soel....never saw it comming...*sniffle*

well Im currntly using the netbook Larg..tuff it up lil up tuff it out!

anyways thats really all really..soo ya..hey look my sketch book!

CLAMP no Kiseki

yup got em all!!! just the only problem is where to put them all...hmmm(will post more laterz

I got those lovesick blues

Just around the corner is the new year wow another year has come and gone and well what have i learned over this year...wells alot! really but I will not go into details really but mostly from last years Resolutions I accomplised majourity of em didn't really date alot or even or gone out on any but that really doesn't really matter I met alotta fun people to go out with on those saturday nights so basicly that was fun...hmmm alotta money spent tho..but what ever

so for carrer job wise ha ...wal-mart fun stuff...well not really but fuck it's a job so it will have to do for now the only awesome thing about it is that I can grow out my hair for the winter so..wooo!

over all for my life-style 2010 is goin to be one interesting year there is alot I want to do I want to travel at least once every 3-4 months so by march I wanna to at least hop on a plane and fly to quebec or go to calgary or even edmonton haven't gone there in a long time and by the summer New York or Japan ether or be fun...wow single life is fun but is lonely...but hey all in how you make it really...

but theres alot to do in the new year and yes my blog posts are always random and well what can you do..so let's make a Negi' 2010 new years resolution list!

1-Finish/Start up Doujinshi (many stories have been started just need to be finished)
2-Have fun with Friends as much as I can
3-Meet a nice girl....or wild girl? ahaha who knows
4-finish up this term of uni
5-just do what I can to make my life exciting!
6-get a tattoo-haha!
7-pick up bass guitar and guitar again....
8-not seal fate it self and live life with that fact that a simple encounter can start a change

do do do do! so that's all for my random rants!

Joy

Well using my Cousins new pc for this post...odd...makes me want a new PC..wait now..not PC... I WANT TO GET A MAC BOOK! yea...be alot better then this PC..MWHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyways whats new to talk or mention! oh! boxing day what did I buy
well heres the list
Alvin the Chipmunk Plush
Ghostbusters T-shirt
The Office 16 month Calender
Ghostbusters minimates toy
Blackwing fane the steel chain card
25 dollar itunes card
fall out boys greatest hits
dvds
Alvin and the chipmunks movie
Gran Tarino
Office Space

over all pretty good will talk about my christmas gifts laterz

Hikari

"No matter where I go I don't know where I'm heading"

Well Exam season! fun fun-desu? <.<>

theres not much to talk about to to mention just same old same old....you know get up...get dressed go to work...go to class same shit everyday nothing exciting!....*sigh* well all i gotta do is focus on my exam and that's it then I'm wal-marts bitch for the month..WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK AND WORK!!!! *sigh*....that's really all nothing much....

Blue!

Well my lovely cousin in B.C picked this up for me!
awesome!! now my pink one has a friend!!
that and this new one is going to be my field cam! ...crazy!!!!
but besides that there isnt much to talk about just saving money and well Toronto soon thats going to be interesting none-the-less really so let;s hope for the best an enjoy the rest of my pics ^-^