ahhh its 3am

so its basicly almost three inthe morning and I can't sleep, been reading over my text book for my exam and thinking of course..'FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKK!" but you know thats my brain saying GO TO FUCKING SLEEP! but I been you know over thinking like I been have been for a while...god i could use a smoke..about...now....*shifts eyes* anyways *lights up smoke* .............yeah...these fuckers been helping...eh? yeah I said I stop I only have like 7 of these things anyways so no harm there only to help for exam time then that's it! ...till the summer. but really i been thinking too much about my future and relationships to come? lol i really would like to be with another girl or hell even a good girl-friend (you know a girl who is just a good friend) to talk to at a time like now....Geez don't I just sound needy huh?....but oh well this is what causes me to stay awake for fucking hours. and I really want to go down to Assinaboian or at least KP to watch the river or even people watch I want to get out doors and just Sketch or even go for a walk or blade I want to do so much but I don't have the time, Money or a Job to do so. it really sucks really. but what can you do huh? maybe by wedensday my life may be in order hopefully *sigh* god I even started playing Yu-Gi-Oh! again to kill time ...no I didn't spend money I traded in all my crap cards for a deck I play with but its something to do really, that and I really have to finish up the Prize Baskets for Anime Skate Night and of course my cosplay for it as well for my cosplay Im going to go as my character from my manga...best i can do really it will look really interesting ...anyways I leave you with a random pic I just finished and I hope I can get to bed soon


Hope you people like It I hope it doesn't look too fake lol I tried really anyways I should call it a night I plan to get up in the next 6 hours to study anyways till later!