Believe

No matter how distantly separated

The dream will never end

Holding out my fingers in the dry wind

I gulped down on sigh

Unhealable pain, anxiety towards the unknown

I cannot move from here

In the boundary line of light and shadow, I searched the lost dream

One more time, release oneself to that place

While counting the nights that don't clear out

Won't ever (ever) forget about the days of crying

No matter how far the future (tomorrow) is

Surely we will (Stand up So) won't lose

Now guiding this era we are Vanguard

Sometimes youth is easy to break

Being captured by the internal shadow

My own strength, I don't know it

Waiting for the moment (time) to open my eyes

When the weak self is overcame, a new path will open

Push on loudly towards the great evolution

Opening the gate (door) of the heart

Surpassing the limit, more (more) grand

Embracing the determination and running

Vowing in my chest (never again) to not run away

Now light to this world we are Vanguard

No matter how distantly separated

We are…

While counting the nights that don't clear out

Won't ever (ever) forget about the days of crying

No matter how far the future (tomorrow) is

Surely we will (Stand up So) won't lose

Now guiding this era we are Vanguard

blaaah!!!

well my god a blog post!

Nothing exciting just sitting here relaying out myself and goals and Doujin stories

so much to look at and so much to re-draw and to re-think intros I have my names all laid out nicely wondering no this needs more of a action feeling here or this needs to be a little funny

but over all just my characters I'm no longer confident in them i already started to redraw them and adding new stuff here and there and i got pissed off with my style of drawing I still want to improve but whats the point anymore..just whats the...

know what lets leave it there no point being pissed off about it

look a real!

hahaha look a real post in how many years?

Blisters!!!!

alright lets do a real update!

so whats new in the lovely world of liu? ....well nothing much and not really just school finally on print and officaly goin to be workin on print! what was my first major project?

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exciting? yes annoying...totally! i spent a total of 15 hours on character designs and now 22 hours on script writing its a pain indeed! but going to be worth it!!! if it gets approved (it should) I will get 5000 units printed! which I say is fucking awesome! this is just a stepping stone to what I want to do in life and hopefully this is that push I been looking for! whats this being used for tho? well its for the carrer symposium for proart the comic is about the basics of production art! so till then hopefully I'll post some designs and concept ideas! so till then all wish me luck! and if ya want a copy let me know! :p

My summer

ohh how i spent it..well here's how!

Drawings

well basicly my will is like wtf at the moment..like..well nothing is really feeling right ...and my work piss's me off and i dont know what to do...maybe a day out will make me..well cant go out been working alot...and tryin to pay off bills and such..yup thats life for me really...nothing exciting

Lets try this agian

Ok lets try this one more time..DisLife
dis meaning disfunction and life as in life and that is mine!

Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer

well lately its just been wake up go to school come home or go to work nothing new...havent been able to catch anything good in Pokemon Gold but over all really just live each day by day and nothing new...im really tired and such but goin to watch some anime and off to bed

doujin wise i got bored today and started up on a 18 page one shot which will be most likely a few pages back to back anyways i leave you with these lyrics and night!


So now my time is up
Your game starts, my heart moving?
Past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
Will we make it better or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

There's no certain logic but
only bullshit out there
Everytime I find in my mind that there's just what I am
that's stired with confidence and insecurity
Weak, but strong same time

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got, I'd say it immediately!!
"Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer"
is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
If you had any question,
then I'd hear it later so just
hold on now!

Yeah when I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
Will we make it, IT'S NOT ENOUGH or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

Am I a convinced criminal?
Or an intellectual criminal?
No, no, no
I'm always a stopgap type of guy that has no creativity or
uniqueness with which opinion and theory are laced

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got, I'd say it immediately!!
"Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer"
is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
You know I've got to be NUMBER ONE!!

So how is it?
Unexpected, wasn't it?
You must be confused, hesitated
And now you wanna retreat?
Then you're gonna evacuate?
Oh,yeah

This is my "Kanzen kankaku Dreamer-like" dream
I don't care who's gonna bring me down
Coz there're a lot more
big walls and deep darkness
in front of my eyes
So I'll break it from now on!!

Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer

When I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there
I can't get enough! Can't get enough!!

POKEMON!

well picked up the new games..brb in a while hahaha trainin trainin

hit

i have this feeling I ether hit a low in my life or Im just not that motivated...anymore..my doujin is slowly becoming a dream I been trying to push for all these years...but will it get me anywhere? will it brighten up my path to where my future is ...or add another stepping stone onthe right path...I really just don't know..I want to get this DOujin goin to the right direction..sO i started to redraw some pages..to make it and or give it more depth and head on Battles..I really just dont know..maybe if i play the new pokemon game will insiper me to do better in it and such..anyways thats really all

roy who the fuck is roy!

ohh yea totallybored so i drew this...anyways thats all!

This moment is the greatest!!

Well this demo is done! But i will for sure be adding more tones to it and of course fixin the text but this shall do for now tho! enjoy! oh currently workin on a cover the inking is almost done then gotta scan and colour!

yo's!

well i finally got to play mario for the wii and you know what i kinda like it...well takin in the fact i only paid 30 bucks for it and well the controls are ok...but guess once i get used to it and i get the money to buy some more wiimotes then i can totally play with more ppl!!!

uhh soo doujin wise,,,pokemon is haitus and mt current one...well i have writers block what you wanna fight about it?...kick your ass...

so ya thats really all for now...till later alls!! im goin to go back to watching a random episode of Hitman Reborn

Fuwa Fuwa TIme

..soo working on this new Concept for a story...wow...ummm can you say really ? Ecchi? your goin to aim for that...! yes..i am well trying...its hard to make it funny...and yet I still can't draw breasts...-_-,..oh well wish me luck on this story hahah its diffrent and not dark...strange eh?

allo!

Well Since I stoped writing my PkM Doujin I have started that other one well just the names really So I even added a Pet Good Ol SOup the Turtle hahaha oh...how i missed that lil guy
hmmm so ya not much new...My main laptop Soel is in the shop again..poor thing,..but its ok if its truely messed Im getting me my damn Mac BooK!

oh! uhhh ya thats really it :P will post more about school and such tomorrow!

REWRITE IT!

So The whole death Doujin idea is still in the works But i want to try my hands on some romantic comedy and such something in the love hina, aoi house kinda thing

something different So I am trying the Idea of roommates male and female oh no im not doing that they are a couple bullshit

My story idea mostly goes like this

Colsen Wong is your average Asian 23 and living with Ruby(tempname) she's 21 both living together and it's your everyday life style with stupied crap happening and such...

thats my some what outline im going with until i can think of a proper storyline

anyways th epokemon doujin is comming along 28 pages! are done

so I leave you with that and im goin back to watch the 3rd advance generation Pokemon Movie
Lucario!!!

its almost that horrable time of year again

keep forgottin its almost that day whats it called? oh right Valintines day..oh wait..I'm single..but THATS OK! cause CHinese new Years falls on the eact same say! oh ya to new years! always on a fuckin differnt day...*sigh*...I remeber the last girl i dated..wow did she hate that day..found it pointless hey she at least had a point it is and i thank her for that so what am i goin to be doing again this year? well since my doujin has now reached 11 pages of being done so here i am in my room...drawing..d.rawing.... oh! right about what i wanna do in the future

Im dropping outta U of W..ok not really dropping I'm goin to finish it up then transfer over but to what school? Im goin to head down to Winnipeg Technical and take up the Prodution Art course

what do i do in it? well this is what "The Production Art program offers students exposure to all aspects of the print media industry, from concept and computer art, to a completed printed product"

woo!! exciting! only because I get to do some a four-week Work Practicum Im actully pretty pumped for this! Can't wait to do this Im aimin for the ten month course so that means 10 months of no partying or going out just goin to hermit it for the year and then wooo!! work in something exciting!

but I am still searching for a world where I belong too wait I will explain this part in song haha

Hologram-Fan-Edit

Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

Lost like a child
I searched aimlessly
With the sky overhead like a graveyard
Although my dreams are changing
Like ink on a map that is caught in the pouring rain
Someday, I hope
Although I am small and my strides barely make any impact,
I can go beyond those clouds in the sky
To a place that's alive

In a bright light is a new path
That is calling softly to me
I can break on through to the other side of this
Though I won't forget what's left behind

Underneath this slate-gray sky
I see a spark of blue
And no matter where I turn out to be
I will still search for my new destiny
Although it is still far from me, beyond my gray despair
I will someday reach the new world that is waiting there

Unknowingly embedded, like a thought from a dream, in a sticker of stark black-and-white
Is something precious that we chose to hide out of fear of our rainbow world
Light from the stars up above, the colors of the flowers that bloom out of love
A treasure chest from a false vision that we all are sharing
Like a Hologram

Scenes come to life
Showing a day
Of a wandering misfit like me
Fly around my head, adding to the lonliness
And that old frustration deep inside

The road is leading straight ahead beneath my aching feet
To a place where I can find a new strength
Somewhere I'll cure this maddening fatigue
Purity is calling me to fresh untainted air
And I'm goin' to the new world that is waiting there

There is now a rainbow waiting
Pulsing with a light that calls to me
As it shivers in the cold
In the shadow of the clouds
Woah, I will find tomorrow in the colors that wait

Now a beam of dappled light is shining on my path
With the rainclouds parting for the sun, showing a world that I've been searching for
Now the sky's a gradient of yellow, red, and blue
And I've finally found a world where everything is new
And I will surely find the future that is waiting here

so ya that;s really it...year of the tigar! woop woop! gonna have to like...get started on a drawing actully..

Type-Wild

Scenes come to life
Showing a day
Of a wandering misfit like me
Fly around my head, adding to the lonliness
And that old frustration deep inside

So I'm on page seven I will be done 8 pages within a few hours but I thought I take a break from drawing rough drafts to i Guess you can main drafts wow i add alotta detail to this...but i still have to ink all of these pages..such fun don't cha think? oh whats up with that saying? hahaha thought be something outta nowhere...ummm not alot new really..really hate my job..but who doesnt right?

ahhh how i wish to change my lifestyle... *sigh*..well I will just edge some hints on what I wanna do...but thats till later ^0^ ..

oh! i really want to get back in to playing magic the gathering..hell the new cards look fucking awesome! Jace is still my favorate Planeswalker..bad ass mother fucker!

and heres an awesome iphone wallpaper..which is what i do

oh and also a bunny Im goin to get,...isn't it adorable! its from the entrail series isn't cute how its guts are hanging out and it has bloodshot eyes...awesome! lol

THE DAYBREAK HAS COME.

well now that I am free of everything for a bit I have now started the main pages for my Doujin I am currently on Page three of my good drafts...inking will be done after all 40 pages are done..so far the story is good lil rushed at the end but hey im only limited to 40 pages but ya hahaha

uhhh nothing much new really just work work work when ya think about it....been thinking about alot...mostly school releted not sure what I wanna do after this year..(well that;s a lie I planed something awesome! ) but thats for another time catch ya later!

wow what a three days haha

so Now I can see the movie! oh what Im talking about so I picked up "The Lovely Bones" Tuesday and wasn't able to put it down So instead of writing my paper I read that book non-stop woo! now its thursday and I'm done it..I really enjoyed it...now to watch the movie...

oh anyways! besides that book My Doujin Draft is almost done just about 9-10 pages left then i will be starting my Main Draft pages! uhh what else to talk about...oh! well nothing really so ya later all!

just postin this here for my iphone hahaha GIZUMI PICHU!