April 6

So I got accepted into winnipeg tech! exciting desho?
im psyched! goin to be awesome!!! new school and a good move on life!...i guess you can says wow goin to be hell tho 10 months of nothing but drawing and comp work...what the hell am i sayin hell goin to be EPIC!!! the first four months goin to be in this order i think
Type-Design, Drawing, Advanced Compostion from april-june and since i get summer break(kinda odd) so from september its Image assembly and it branches off into two differnt parts Design or Print I can take so i dunno what I wanna take form there since its a ten month course and nine lessons and a practicum so each month is goin to be something new and exciting!

well thats really all for now

and hours later

and soo all that remains is knowledge for an exam tomorrow night...just gotta go over the minor details but i get the gist of it all so! wish me luck and yes i will one day own a sweater like that one...one day...when i get time to make one ah-ha!

what can i do?>

so what to talk about eh?


all i been talkin about is schooll..school and more school oh and work..work oh hell fucking sucks and thats really all theres nothing really new but..nothing really new..but christmas...ohchristmas... oh arn't you a fuck you

well thats really all so back to studying

and yet when you look at your own shadow all you see is how empty it really is...

hmm that sounds like an interesting title let me finish it

And yet when you look at your own shadow....you see how empty and dark it looks...its like a reflection of what never was..you slowly see that all the hope you once had...the dreams you once wanted to prosue all just nothing...now you moved on trying to find the light but yet you can't you keep running from what scares you...from what you know will hurt you ...you just wont accept it.


ANYWAYS!!! the world is a harsh place no matter how hard you try to ignore it but hell what can you do right?

school at the moment for me is..eh? studying everyday going over my notes re-writing em to be more exact I gone through all my cds already kinda sad...but eh what can ya do right? hmm exams on wedensday so i have 3 days left to go over everything! which is aboriginal relgieon,Hinduism,Buddism in india, Buddism in china ,Confucianism and all of japans relgeion not that hard but meh? I even have all of wedensday to study too but yea...thats all i gotta back TO THE BOOKS!

Exam time again!

gah I find history boring as fuck but it has to be done no matter how much i want to burn this book anyways two more days to my exam wish me luck!

Not much but hey!

Hello hello to you all who read my lovely blog space!
BIG NEW BIG NEWS! I got an awesome page ready to be posted for monday im debating on making it in color but at the moment just fine tuning it really!
anways what else to talk about besides drawing...LIFE!
i know I can talk a little bit about that I guess ok so what should I talk about first?
Well I still plan on goin to Vancouver within 6 months (or 5) depening where you start counting I plan to leave in July After My friends wedding I have to go really or else she is going to kill me it is an very important day to her and i guess awesome really! I'm happy for her really good for her! hmmm what else oh! I also on the verge on finding out a lil more about myself,...yes your most likley asking..is this guy crazy? ..well maybe just a bit! haha ok no not really At the time being I am trying to really find my true calling what am I supposed to do in my life time...now at the moment I can't really be a lover...since now I am totally fucking scared about falling in love ....hell I even lost some confindent to even try to ask out some girls..really not alot left at the moment...O well I will attemp to make some calls within the days anyways ......(don't wanna be dateless for the wedding really...><) anyways with school hitting its final months and my wallet slowly starting to shed tears of blood I ask myself..what's the most important thing I can do to change the world? or in the matter What Kind of job should I do in the future...So I thought ..OMFG! be a teacher...not just a Grade School teacher I can be a Kindergarden Teacher..You don't see many male ones anyways so yea...new goal new ideas...new life style ready and waiting to happen...for this change to come into effect I need to Change the way I see myself and the people around me the important ones and the ones who are now ether gone or don't really talk to me anymore..even if I do drift apart from them I don't hope and don't want to be remembered as an aquantance or an ex friend I hope they understand I am still there friend no matter what happens I will ALWAYS be there for them no matter what they have done or what has happened in the past its done and over with no matter how much I look back on it..it just happend and I have to accept it I can't go back in time....(yet) so until Doc shows up in his DeLorean time machine then we will see hahaha anyways thats all i got for now till monday with the new start of a series (title in the works)

Thinking it's time for a change

Over the past few months and now I tried covering up myself depression really..(but everyone can see right through me....).lately I just been thinking about leaving Winnipeg moving on to something else something bigger but there is so much changing here..everyone I know has goals, dreams and I'm afraid of what I'm going to miss of whos seeing who, whos doing what...I just don't know Maybe it's the fact that I can't accept change in my life when something bad happens to me I don't go to the postive root of it I go rush to up most negitive one there can be I know stupied but thats' how everything happens.....But the real matter for me now is how to deal with myself...I hate my emotions and my Feelings when I have someone on my mind like an ex or what not i can't get her outta my head but when inthe long run i think about there will be other girls out there i guess thats the main reason i been down for the past few months o well really its time for me to say its water under the bridge and to hopefully not burn my bridge before anything so if i ever burn a page from my past i will know why i can't find it ^-^ well I will post up a drawing or comic up tomorrow so till then night! maybe i will make a post later tonight

to another day!

with the days rolling on by I never noticed how fast they have been going. So now for 09 Im trying to be a better person really! talking to old friends again see how they been some I haven't talked to since we graduated high school, I guess you can say I had a grudge ageinst them but now that I think about it, it was just stupied of me to be mad at my friends sure now I made alot of freinds and now that it's all just water under the bridge I am now just going to move on little by little and with some other friends as well even tho I may of pissed them off or hurt them I hope they are happy with there lives now and I hope oneday I can meet up with them and talk about the good old days with them ^_^ anyways this comic here I drew up is for someone they know who they are so enjoy more musical comics to come XP

School back in term again what fun

Since I Don't start school soon well I don't start it till the 7th I have alot of free time lately so what have i been doing research on the manga so I went out and looked for titles of manga I didn't own that have a supernatural background and fantasy so i found a few bought them and and only maybe two of them were useful really anyways nothing much new on the comic side just reworking on some pages and drawing some new designs not much on my life side well let's say Im alot better on some aspects on my life not much for me to worry about with some things so i can't say closure in the end just i unno who knows but in the end i have made many new goals in life now i want to get rid of some stuff like some cards and some anime and what not really well thats all for now till tomorrow or later


Just one more time - Let a miracle happen Give me the strength to take back the page in my memories I lost in the past...
A heart that believes can pierce through the darkness I search for the place where my soul slumbers With a sharp glint burning in my unblinking eyes
These two hearts of light and dark - Now move toward the future, reflected in crystal With eyes that glow red