Not much but hey!

Hello hello to you all who read my lovely blog space!
BIG NEW BIG NEWS! I got an awesome page ready to be posted for monday im debating on making it in color but at the moment just fine tuning it really!
anways what else to talk about besides drawing...LIFE!
i know I can talk a little bit about that I guess ok so what should I talk about first?
Well I still plan on goin to Vancouver within 6 months (or 5) depening where you start counting I plan to leave in July After My friends wedding I have to go really or else she is going to kill me it is an very important day to her and i guess awesome really! I'm happy for her really good for her! hmmm what else oh! I also on the verge on finding out a lil more about myself,...yes your most likley asking..is this guy crazy? ..well maybe just a bit! haha ok no not really At the time being I am trying to really find my true calling what am I supposed to do in my life time...now at the moment I can't really be a lover...since now I am totally fucking scared about falling in love ....hell I even lost some confindent to even try to ask out some girls..really not alot left at the moment...O well I will attemp to make some calls within the days anyways ......(don't wanna be dateless for the wedding really...><) anyways with school hitting its final months and my wallet slowly starting to shed tears of blood I ask myself..what's the most important thing I can do to change the world? or in the matter What Kind of job should I do in the future...So I thought ..OMFG! be a teacher...not just a Grade School teacher I can be a Kindergarden Teacher..You don't see many male ones anyways so yea...new goal new ideas...new life style ready and waiting to happen...for this change to come into effect I need to Change the way I see myself and the people around me the important ones and the ones who are now ether gone or don't really talk to me anymore..even if I do drift apart from them I don't hope and don't want to be remembered as an aquantance or an ex friend I hope they understand I am still there friend no matter what happens I will ALWAYS be there for them no matter what they have done or what has happened in the past its done and over with no matter how much I look back on it..it just happend and I have to accept it I can't go back in time....(yet) so until Doc shows up in his DeLorean time machine then we will see hahaha anyways thats all i got for now till monday with the new start of a series (title in the works)