Moving to a new future

after dewling and being stupied about everything the best way i can put anything is to that to match my life now is to Schrödinger's cat http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger's_cat just so you know what it is.

anyways to sum up everything life is what you make it no matter how much in despair you really are but I will change that the best I can do is keep on walking forward and hope for the best really just keep reaching for something I can never have in life...happiness....people come and go, lovers come and go and or Lovers become friends and become good friends(which is a hint to someone I know)


anyways thats really all im tierd drunk,full of pain killers and cold pills and really sleepy all three of those above ...help kill the pain in my heart and i guess liver?