Drawing Days

What makes you, you? who are you really? what type of person are you? what do you do for others? are thought I ask myself at times take for example me, for what happend at my lovely christmas party I throw for some friends of mine from the Melancholy of Anime it was the best of times it was the worst of times I had fun to an extent and I hope others did as well, but that's besides what I am talking about I figuared that me who I am what I am, I put up emotional walls at times yes I am a jerk to people, Yes I am inconsiderate of people's feelings and emotions, I don't care for anyone else but myself, yes a Little self-centred there but hey thats how the drawing is done. But really ...in the end the only person I am really hurting is myself why? because wounds I inflict onto myself are better then the ones who I care or cared about inflict to me instead so in all It's better I hurt myself then my friends or loved ones to hurt me, I rather be the one to make myself feel bad. But that's not really the whole reason. I only do this to me is because my reasons are stupied first it was about a girl now it's just me being stupied and at times yes for the girl who I once and still care for the most still...and all that is left to say is
Even if my eyes lose their sight, I'll show that I'll draw, Even when my hand loses its strength, I'll show that I'll draw

( no comics or drawings for a while due to me havin to reinstall all my data on to my laptop)